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01/06/08: "The day I met my soul mate..."

Trin's story
The day I met my soulmate, something that words defy was stirring in my soul. We’d met countless times through the 'field' and spent endless lifetimes helping to propel one another forwards in evolutionary terms; yet meeting face to face, was at long last to happen. How many incarnations must one wait!...

When it happened, it appeared to be completely by chance, yet upon closer inspection the Universe had organised a complex string of events that ensured we’d meet. It relied on the fact that we would both independently listen to the pull of our soul, and allow it to guide every action. It was surrender and intuition that brought us together; by leaving behind attempts to shape things and by giving ourselves over to divine service invited the right circumstances to unfold.

I’d glimpsed the moment of our coming together in my childhood. There was a deep knowing within me that it would happen, yet in the density of this world, it seemed so far fetched and surreal that it was like a distant dream.

It was a moment that came strangely out of the blue at a time when I’d given up all hope of meeting him during this lifetime. Upon meeting, I was instantaneously confronted with a thousand insurmountable obstacles causing me to reach deeper within than ever before. It was not for the faint hearted yet life became almost magical as the seemingly impossible happened; miracles were abound and obstacles dissolved time and time again to unveil the unmistakable divine beauty in our soulful union.

Despite the reminiscence of a fairy tale, we were tested beyond measure. When I look back on the journey we have undergone since that day, it is nothing short of a miracle that we pulled through. It is truly the work of the divine. The one constant through it all has been the deepest soulful connection that one could ever know as an incarnated being.

As we laid eyes upon each other I was overcome by an entirely unique experience; that of the urge to melt into another being, and give myself entirely to that experience. I felt a feeling so intimate and divine that it was as if my world would turn to brilliant white light if I dare to touch his lips with my own. The first time he placed his hand with gentle innocence upon my shoulder, my entire being shivered as if with a surge of electricity. It was an intense union of two divine beings that only my wildest dreams could have touched on. We only needed to set eyes upon each other for me to experience an awesome cascade of white light as all else fell away; my entire being felt charged with an energy just upon sharing presence. It felt so sacred and divine that I cannot even begin to explain.

A thousand jigsaw pieces fell into place for me upon our reunion. Until that point I hadn’t consciously recalled any past lives at all, yet I was instantaneously whisked off to the green meadow of higher planes from days gone by; they had a distinctly celtic olde world essence. I saw us dancing, embracing and interacting during a past life together as we were married and deeply in love. Everything began to make sense! I was rendered speechless, except for a few incoherent mutterings. I was every bit in love with this ‘stranger’ as I’d ever been. He’d returned and my lifetimes of waiting were over.

It may seem ironic, yet we only found each other when we’d given ourselves entirely to divine service. He’d assigned himself to lead a somewhat monk like existence, and I’d reached the conclusion that I would be delighted to live a solitary life on my own. It was as if the universe waited exactly for that moment of surrender to finally bring us together. I see now that we first really need to be complete within ourselves to truly share with a soulmate such that we don't loose ourselves within the union.

In Love and Light
Trinity