Hi, Chris

I have a question:

During last three years I am experiencing 'climbing up' and then falling down.

So during last months and especially during last three weeks I began to feel as if it is not actually me failing or making wrong choices. It feels like it is a natural part of the process.

So when I read the line about falling back I felt like asking about these getting dense periods and then clearing again. And it feels like going back, but maybe it IS going back to go deeper into what I am to process. It's like clearing layer by layer, going back again and again.

And another effect I am experiencing is the sharpening of the choice and of the pull to be purified and reconnected.
It is like feeling this pull back to the Source more and more and getting more determined and committed to follow this 'attractive force' every time after 'falling back'.

So I am now thinking: did I allow myself to get so dense again because I made the choice in favor of the Matrix or was it necessary part of the process and I actually followed the benevolent guidance?

What I am actually asking is how one can feel the difference between the two. It is very tricky and is getting trickier and trickier all the time

(You will probably say something like FEEEEEL more hhhhh)

Danke

Thanks for that awesome depiction of your experience Chris. I'm always fascinated to hear of what it's like as our consciousness moves into new territory. I'd be very interested in any additional of your articles or other references on this subject if you know of any.

The idea of creating form at the speed of thought is exciting but also daunting. Can yopu provide an example of something that you manifested instantly?

I'm still working on the baby steps. And I always try to be mindful of your suggestion to keep notice of what I'm attracting in my life. I also find that mind led movement is less and less dominant which is a relief.

Thanks so much for your article.

Many blessings, Lisa

Hi Chris,

What a magical, mystical, wondrous journey you have been on!

I often feel like my journey with the aid of Openhand signposts has taken me to a place of deep inner peace as so many mysteries of the universe and life itself have been answered for me, so much so, that if for some reason, I was to leave this Earth plane tomorrow I would do so in a very happy and contented way, - I always feel deeply grateful for that blessing. - but it's also nice to know there could be more wondrous insights yet to come!

Your description makes so much sense, and also seems to help me with something I couldn't quite grasp before, to do with time. I've had experiences that have taken me beyond the confines of time, but couldn't really feel or "know" how existence really works in a sense that answers the riddle of time, or a concept of past present and future. Somehow your description starts to make that tangible for me. Is there anything you could put into words on this subject?

Thanks,
Lesley x

Great that it helps.

So here's the wackiest part. Someone asked above about creating at the speed of thought in the 11th Dimension.

As I was sitting there in this higher state, I remembered back to the setting up of the dimensional realms. How co-creative realities were formed simply by bringing focus to the consciousness that had exploded from the void (the bigbang), and then started to reform again. These dimensions could be held in place by such focus. I remembered the group of 9 setting them up.

But then a thought was had that created an anomaly - if the dimensions always stay fixed, that confines beings within them to a fixed reality - to being controlled (hence the situation humanity is in right now). So the thought was had to evolve. From that, the idea of imperfection and from that, judgment. Not only did the thought flow upwards to ever finer realities, but it's equal and opposite flowed downwards to ever greater density. The 'fallen angel' had been created! A plus/minus polarity.

Now once the plus polarity - the Christ Consciousness - realised that his polar opposite had been created, that 'karma' drew him back to seek out what he'd created. To find greater harmony. To find a balance where there is no right or wrong, black or white for example - just balanced flows of energy.

Shortly after my car crash in this life, I was drawn into a lucid dream state with this 'fallen angel'. I've described it before. It was like meeting the densest darkness. I could feel immense rage and hate. It spoke to me through a telepathic knowing exchange - it had held the polarity of denseness so I could experience the lightness.

In that moment, my judgment of this 'beast' turned into profound love. Since the 'creature' had never known that before, it could no longer hold onto the hate. It exploded before my eyes.

So that was in the 1st Dimension. This time I was in the 11th. You'll never guess what happened! I'm sitting there looking through this portal wondering what the aspect of creation was above me. I was asking how to balance this continual yin/yang imbalance. I literally sent out a prayer. At which point two angels came through the portal - I guessed this was the angelic realms 'wanting' to integrate within this universe. I watched them followed by a shower of light - golden dust raining down through the universe.

Then the dimensions above me started collapsing in on each other. What happened next was profoundly amusing. The Buddha came down and sat in front of me for a short while. There was a connection which showed me the dangers of simply sitting in some blissed out state ascending ever higher and higher - the risk of creating the polar opposite.

Then the Buddha disappeared below me, followed by which, the higher dimensions collapsed in on themselves, this universe formed the tora sort of like the picture above (but with the additional description). A continual flow of pulsating light in and out - filling the entirety of 'space' (the void).

Right now, I seem able to shift my sense of presence between all 11 dimensions. Although I observe no one is making a choice. There are just anomalies felt within followed by a flowing into that anomaly until it processes out. It's amazing really!

Chris

Chris, you're crazy (it was a compliment)

About the choice - it is still bothering me somehow.

We talked about the illusion of choice in past, and said that it has to do with the probabilistic ways to go through deterministic process (stages).

So now do you see that there is no 'local' choice at all? Because what I am experiencing is just flowing and the choice is building itself too, without me doing anything. I just follow what I feel.

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Consider it more like a landscape you build up from the consciousness around you - that which you are unfolded and present within. Then although you are the seer, you hold a very finite identity around yourself. The identity is the notion of who and what you are being. It's the soul ray harmonic created from different aspects of consciousness. These flow from the tora as a dynamic resonance.

The further from the source you are, the finer and lighter the alignment. It feels less and less like identity. Here there is ever less and less sense of choice. Rather things simply happening.

The closer to the source you go, the more you are likely to hold a relationship with ideas longer. In which case you're acting more like an identity.

Please accept that right now I'm kind of whirling through that realignment so my words will undoubtedly need refinement as things settle.

Chris

Pretty amazing post!

Here is another torus, animated with spirals:

http://harmonicresolution.com/torsionanimated.gif

I remembered when I first came across the torus in one of Nassim Harameins lectures a few years ago. It activated a knowing in me that has altered my state of consciousness for a few days. I had understood something without even knowing what really, very deep down.

I never quite understood intellectually why that happend but ever since I knew that torus and vortices are very important and was totally fascinated with them. I then did a lot of research.

As the creation is a fractal, there is one at the center of everything. Every atom, every galaxy, even our heart, as has been shown by american scientists.

Our heart:
http://www.heartmath.org/images/stories/content/sections/research/science_of_the_heart/graph_interactions_01.jpg

So it makes sense that the "outermost" form of creation is a torus too...

Thanks Chris
David

I get it perfectly with a choice.

But interesting, how I would 'expect' the opposite to happen with the alignment and identity.

The closer to the Source the more I become an identity, you say (or I understand hhh). Is it happening to keep the balance?

The closer to the Source - the more likely you are to simply disappear and therefore a more strong anchor is created to hold a form, which is some sort of an idea or identity?

But there is no identification, right?

(I try to feel more rather than understand, so the words are totally not a problem )

How funny, David

My MSc thesis is about particles swirling in vortices and turning into a torus as particle density increases

Thank you for that awesome description Chris. You are having some wonderous experiences. It doesn't seem like there's any fear which is reassuring.

,Lisa

No there's no fear Lisa. What's there to be afraid of?
But I can tell you I've been a little 'out-of-sorts' today. It's felt like having a raging cyclone in my third eye. Right now I seem to be synchronising shifts of energy wit shifts wider afield. I get the sense I'm connecting with pretty major magnetic field realignments going on - polarity reconfigurations both within the earth and in our solar system. Somethings definitely happening to the sun and various noxious gasses released.

I was a touch concerned but then I just spent the day bringing my attention to it, relaxing and expanding into it. Now it all seems to have settled down - thankfully!

Chris

Well right after posting my last comment about magnetic realignments happening between the earth and our sun, I saw a post on the BBC about the Aurora Borealis being active over northern England and Scotland right now.

The phenomenon is caused by charged gas particles flowing away from the sun as a solar wind interacting with the earth's magnetic field. Then I was guided to this image of the Aurora over lapland...

What an amazing sight! As I said at the start of the thread, the tora universal realignment which I suspect is beginning to take place is formed from two interlocking spirals. Interesting also that of course this year, the earth comes into alignment with another spiral centre - our own galaxy...

It's going to be a fascinating year.

Chris

Glad you're feeling better matie :-)Interesting how aware you are of the influence of the magnetics both within the eath, solar system and even the Noosphere.

I guess for me there's the occasional thought of fear, or maybe just apprehension, regarding experiences which await in unknown dimensions. As when you described the Buddha and how thoughts may give rise to their dualistic opposites....it occurred to me that I had better be mindful of such things. But it's just a passing thought and then I remind myself to just surrender to the flow of the experiences. I think that you and Trinity are among a more marginal population of folks pioneering this domain and have had the opportunity to process these things over time. It may occur more suddenly for some of us. So that causes me to pause, occasionally. Not so much fear as pause, I guess.

These days I've been engaged in the finishing touches on quite a bit of preparing. I've been adding some fresh garlic and ginger in respective jars with Raw apple cider vinegar. The apple cider vinegar makes a nice culinary probiotic if you and Trinity have never tried it. It stores nicely because it doesn't go bad.

Yes...it's going to be an adventurous year, alrightie !

Thanks again for all the insights!

Much love, Lisa

Hi Chris
this is awesome! amazing, thanks for sharing.

Its so synchronistic I just was looking at the pictures of the 'northern lights' on another site, then came back here to post them to find your latest post waiting for me! wow!

So it explains some things for me - and also what's been predominant in my consciousness today has been the stars and nuclear power! I wasn't sure why before, but it makes more sense now.

When I've 'contemplated' the universe before I've seen it as a great 'spiral', but I wasn't sure how it connected up and how that might explain the time phenomenon, as Lesley mentions. It always felt like it was cyclical somehow - that it was an infinite progression, so the spiral was implicitly connected at each end. My contemplations led to the idea that the spiral was connecting into a ring/circle, but whether that meant the universe was on a loop(!) or continually evolving I wasn't sure. The 'tora' analogy you mention really seems to align with this and to bring some more clarity to it. And perhaps as the universe evolves the whole thing evolves itself.

I feel so excited for you, and for us, right now! thankyou for sharing!

with love

Ben

It's amazing to see this apple-shaped vortex movements of energy being depicted in this way. It is something I have seen and worked with energetically ever since I remember... although as ever, it never occured to me to try and describe it. You have such a wonderful way of giving voice to such things Chris. A gift for all

Here in Hawaii at times I am feeling the deep earth energies. Working with those as an when necessary.

Trinity
x

Hi Chris

In the original post you mention that "the form we create has a higher density, it then gets 'sucked down the vortex' to begin the process all over again". Is that anything like the Buddhist Wheel of Life, when you evolve through the six realms of samsara, only to begin again? I have often wondered about that - I think they say you return to the beginning because you have used up all your karma and have to start all over again. Or is that not related at all?

Becky

That's exactly what I've been going through myself and thank you for helping me to comprehend it, especially today when the issue with choices and "Matrix" was sharper than ever before. You've just named it.

Thank you:-)

What I feel I'm beginning to see, is how there appears to be an awakening consciousness, at various states of awareness, that sees the torus as the inevitable outcome of the universe reaching a perfect ever evolving and reorganising form. So it doesn't surprise me at all that people and various spiritual approaches are getting glimpses in different ways.

Here's another one below (the 'big apple') which stirs something in me. I'll try to explain what I see. But again, please don't quote me on it, I'm feeling and seeing things but it hasn't all landed in my mind yet (poor thing!). It's a bit in overdrive working to resolve out the conundrum (without efforting of course!).

What I'm feeling is a polarity shift from a usual top and bottom alignment, which you see on our planet for example (or at least did do!), to a polarity that is at the core, left and right of the vortex. I'm seeing three realms of density radiating outwards from the centre. The inner realm (what the shaman's call the 'underworld'?) consists of the 1st/2nd/3rd densities. The middle realm, which is separated from the inner one by the bridging 4th density, consists of the 5th/6th/7th densities. And the outer realm (great that we don't have the judgment 'upper' and 'lower'!), which is separated from the middle realm by the 8th density, consists of the 9th/10th/11th densities...

In my original experience I've described earlier, one of the higher density contemplations I had, was that if reality kept getting created at the speed of thought, then the dimensions would accelerate ad-infinitum. That didn't feel right - it felt a touch like being torn apart. In fact I know that one of the angels that popped back through the higher vortex once the higher reality had collapsed, was indeed another aspect of me. It was me - separated by a time delay. I'd traveled into the future. By the time that part of me got back, the original me was now older. I don't mind telling you that experience was a bit strange! Anyone seen the latest star trek movie? Where Spock comes back in time to meet himself. Perhaps truth really is stranger than fiction!

But I've digressed. Getting back to my point, with a torus shaped as above, what I see and feel is that when a being within it does have a weird and whacky creation in the 11th density which then replicates at the speed of thought, if it's not aligned with the rest of the entirety, then it simply gets sucked down one of the vortexes at either end 'blown into dust' which then takes a form around the centre of the core, but only form which is aligned with the underlying core reality - now that feels amazing to me. It means we can all have amazing creations and enjoy those, but they don't have to negatively affect everyone else.

Wouldn't it be amazing if all of the history we've collectively been through is bringing us to a new birth and a new time of such utter perfection? Could this be what the Mayans had caught wind of?

Chris

Thanks for sharing your experiences, Chris. How amazing this is. Even though I don't have experiences to this magnitude currently, I want to say that the way you describe what is happening to you makes something activate within. I am in awe of the energies that are being activated within my life in recent months. I feel that your work is helping a great deal.

Okay, so I had another deep and moving vision during the last couple of days. I saw a pulse heading into the centre of our Galaxy, unleashing a profound amount of energy which then rises to form a central torus vortex. And then this morning, I was guided to this image. It's exactly what I saw...

Chris

That image really stirs something in me, recognition on some level, a bridge between worlds.

David

Such a powerful image. It is deeply heartwarming. As you know I often work silently, although with the energy work I do is a whole other world. This is an image of 'how I work' or rather, how the universe works through me. How fascinating to see this artistic impression of it!