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I came across 5 gateways the documentary about a year ago. At the time I was pregnant and stuck in a relationship that wasn't working for me anymore. The relationship was based on dependency and fear more than love, but I was scared to admit it, being pregnant and all...
I usually shy from helping anyone, as its rare for me to meet someone ready or even aware of their thoughts.
Sometimes though i can only describe it like I get possessed. I cannot stop it, my warrior spirit bolts and into their personal issues it goes, direct and unwavering off with its own agenda.
Last night as my warrior picked apart my friend fear, agression, panic and a look of pure insanity spiked within him. In that moment excitment erupted in me as I remembered those eyes of insanity as my own.
Here he comes. I whispered.
If I have to decide what I have to do next(while clearing a problem/situation) I´m not sure what comes from my intension, what is the way- the right way for that situation? if I think or feel, yes I have to do this- is this right? I mean I´m not sure. But also if I´m sure, I´m not sure if it was given to me or is it one of a deep intension?
thanks for the workshop in berlin- it was good to feel and to feel with you!
I don't know how to describe the changes in reference frame I experienced and still experience everyday, the best way to put it is that: Everything has changed and nothing has changed, the very meaning of that phrase grows with me as I make my way down the path.
I have a picture arise within me of walking through the grass on an unseen path...it appears it is untraveled but just below the surface the grass is browned from travel. I see ahead down this path the grass transforms into a path of blue white light and goes on into infinity. I feel a pull to travel on an unseen path - I feel a pull to lose my way a bit - to not know the next step - at times I feel so regulated - so scheduled - so encased in choices already made - so predictable and can see the hamster wheel as I run and run and run going nowhere.