Upon waking very early this morning, my first thought was that I had to write feedback to you from last night. This feedback is more for me than for you, mind you, so whilst I’m sending it off to you, I know that writing down my thoughts will give me some kind of realisation of where I’m at.

First of all, let me thank you for a fascinating evening. It was amongst other, synchronicity working full time as usual.

When I initially expressed interest in coming along, I felt that it was a bit like joining the “old boy network�? that in order to get the full understanding of what Openhand and Tuesday nights were about, you need to have been “initiated�? by either attending “the Guru within�? or 1-2-1 sessions with you. Whilst I am totally aware of the fact that this is no competition, I I do believe that in the forum of the group session last night I got out of it whatever was necessary for me -

My word was CONTROL and that’s what I’m struggling with – relinquishing it – this morning I feel really angry and frustrated and for no other reason I can only thank you for an insightful evening. My expectations were only relating to what you had told me before – that there wouldn’t be special explanations for me, being the new kid on the block and that I couldn’t expect to get my ‘full whack’ since I had not previously been shown “the Openhand way of being�?. Well, had I had any further introduction I might have overdosed. The energy of the evening was quite something.

These are purely MY thoughts – merely expressed as a mode of releasing for me this morning. – I believe and hope that you will take it in that way. I have all intention of coming along next time.
Annette