for me was and is part of this whole process. In the beginning I was overwhelmed by the possibilities and probabilities, accompanied by fears and worries, and later by all the changes that happened in my life, including the lightness and easiness coming after daring to follow. Piu! The bubble is gone. It is overwhelming how my fear was unproportional to what really happened..

Then I was just all the time overwhelmed by all kinds of things:

*the beauty and love I could feel around, more and more, increasing and intensifying, just as much as I could bear, on the edge of being unable to breathe and my heart stopping beating and just BOOM! explode

*overwhelmed by seeing how much I can be scared and lost, and never experiencing anything like this in my life, so overwhelmingly intense and confusing

*and then overwhelmed by my abilities to walk through this all under the guidance of my own self, by "what I can do and how well I can do it"

* overwhelmed by the reality I am discovering all the time, so different from the reference, which is my own old perception...

*overwhelmed by people I meet on my path, by their beauty, courage, passion, the depth of their experiences and their inner strength and trust, by the love they are giving, by the light they are shining

*overwhelmed by the universe and its miraculousness

*overwhelmed by the wholeness and connection of it all, and by separation too

*overwhelmed by myself all the time, over and over again, each time another piece of me gets free and popping up to the surface

*overwhelmed by Alexej, who wrote this thread, so honest, sincere, open and inspiring

So... I got used to being overwhelmed all the time, with time And now it's just such a 'nice' feeling, never boring!

Thank you yet again, Yulia - I love you

I just feel so open and so very, very sensitive.

Crying again - on Bristol airport.

May you all walk in peace,
Alexej

Hi Alexej,

It was wonderful to meet you during the weekend. Such a deep and beautiful soul. Looking within and unravelling can be quite an overwhelming experience, especially when we truly start walking the path.

I whole heartedly agree with Yulia. Your honesty and openess are incredibly inspiring! Such sensitivity is a gift. A light shining so brightly.

Keep being honest with yourself... that is a powerful 'tool' on the journey.

Sometimes just the contemplation of something is enough to shift energy within you, without having to act. Keep feeling and you will know what is right for you.

At times I find contemplations arising naturally within me. I watch and exlore the feelings. Often the world shapes around me without having to do anything. Often I simply learn something deeper about myself.

with Love
Trinity

Will you guys stop making me cry for love's sake

Thank you,
letting go,
be in touch,
Alexej

No - absolutely not Alexej
We love tears.
Tears of sadness.
Tears of joy.
Tears that free the soul.
Keep flowing

I have landed, flow intact, breakfast served and flowing in the middle of the stream - along with my family by the way.

What's my highest truth NOW?

I'll keep you posted!

Love,
Alexej