My experience with another realm

Cody's picture

I would like to share some of my experiences, and perhaps maybe gain some insight on what exactly is happening. The only thing I have found that relate to the experiences I have is hypnagogia, astral projection, out of body experience, or near death experience.

I have had lucid dreams, and very vivid or even dull dreams as well, and these experiences are far from it.

Here is what happens.

I will wake up at about 4:00 am, not sure why, but I just will. I seem to be in a super calm state when I wake up around this time out of a deep sleep. I am so calm in fact, that my body seems to fall asleep and yet my consciousness stays completely awake. There is a transitional period, where I feel this vibration in my head. What happens next is I can see my room with my eyes closed, wont be able to move my body, and sometimes I can feel a very very strong vibration all throughout the space around me and through my brain and body. Sometimes there will be what seems a demon/dark shadow person standing in the room, and my fear is amplified 100 fold. I will not be able to move my body, and its super super scary (more scary than anything actually). These entities emit like this super dark energy, and it freaks me out!!! They can look really ugly, and make extremely loud screaming noises. This can happen quite often actually, and can get annoying because it becomes very intense. On two occasions, I decided to love the entity and welcome it with love (and this is when they actually disappear). But thats like 2 out of 100.

On other occasions, as I drift into this state, my non physical body (I guess we'll just call this "light body") will spin around the room just by itself. So what happens is I float outside of my physical body (instead of being stuck). At times I can float around my room, and objects will manifest themselves. My awareness will feel extremely open. And what happens is with objects or "manifestations", I will be able to see them, feel them, and hear them all at the same time. Its like I become part of the space around me, and whatever I am looking at. And it feels more real than physical life. Its more obvious, more wide open. Some of the things I have seen manifested in my room are quite intense and interesting (pyramids, dinosaurs, ancient texts, skeletons, crystals, etc...) Sometimes I will fly away from my house through the streets, or somehow go to some awesome planet with multicolored mountains and lakes, and interesting fruit!!!

Other times I have seen galaxies, planets, with a type of vision that is 360 degrees around, or up close and far away at the same time. Even to see around a planet (like the back side of it), and to know everything about it. The type of expansiveness is really cool! This experience has only happened like twice. I wish it happened more Sad There are no demons there either, awesome!!!

I have not seen any angels or really awesome spirits in this state (I will call out to them, but they don't come) Only one time I saw a large man sized monkey who was benevolent, and he shouted "YA", which had some really powerful vibration to it.

Now one time, in this state, I felt I was transported far into the past. The skies were dark purple, and there was always lightning or vibration electricity throughout the entire atmosphere that was super dark, so dark that it made me feel sick. I was at a temple complex, and there was some nasty stuff going on. All of the stones and temples were built in a specific way for this energy. for this destructive vibration, and everyone was in black robes. They looked like the Mayan temples. I was in one of the robes, and I was standing with two others. But there was a difference between us and everyone else. We had small orbs of light under our hoods that only we could see. Two of the lights were white, and one was green. We were planning to split up and escape via a boat, and I was going to the south west. And that was it. When I came out of the state, I was extremely sick (super nauseous) from that destructive energy. Holy crap!!!

So yea, that is my experience with this funny trance state that I have been going into from when I cant really remember. Sometimes it happens often, sometimes it doesn't happen for a few months. What is this???

Ben's picture

dimensions

Hi,
it sounds quite likely to be a range of 4D experiences. I guess there are some questions - why do you feel to go out of body? Is it a conscious process? are you attached to the experience? have you tried projecting consciousness back into body at those times? How do you feel about it?

There's a difference between what you describe (or how I interpret it) and 'multi dimensional' experience. In out of body and other similar experiences it seems awareness apparently moves from 3D into 4D (for example) so as if it jumps dimensions, whereas in multidimensional experiences a level of awareness is maintained in more than one dimension at the same time (e.g. 3 and 4). It's all experience, so what's it inviting?
Smile

Chris Bourne's picture

Good 'diagnosis'

Spot on Ben - I'd say an accurate 'diagnosis' Wink

The key is not to go out of body, but rather to unfold internally into the other dimensions until they form a unified consciousness landscape which we are fully occupying.

Experiences such as these, are very illuminating and so highly beneficial. The key is to then work to understand what's being shown and to integrate them into daily life.

Based on what you've shared Cody, I get the sense you've had a good deal of 'peak' experiences. I also get the sense there's a touch of non-acceptance of the ordinary, a slight resistance to it?

Chris

Cody's picture

Well

Well, sometimes the experiences just happen even if I dont want them to (the shadow experiences). The "higher" ones happen also when I am not attached to them (thats why they don't happen often), because yes indeed, I am attached to them. I have not tried projecting it back into the body (I usually totally forget about my body). I feel that sometimes its a taste of something greater that is possible, but most of the time an intensification of my deep fear.

There is no doubt that I have a resistance to the ordinary, like the feeling of: "if I could just get away from it all, I would". But somehow, I just can't.

Yes the ordinary to me, is un-illumined and quite dark right now (it feels like every outside situation has fallen apart, and destroyed me, and Im still holding on). Its like Im holding on to something that isn't even there. As much as I want to accept and let go, I find it very difficult and pain filled at this particular time. This is frustrating, and it brings tears to my eyes. I feel like I just keep falling, and falling, all over again never able to be free.

I just really don't understand acceptance at its core level while in my body. All the things I need to accept and let go of are right in front of me, haunting me, rattling me to shreds. I just cant seem to grasp accepting them.

Chris Bourne's picture

The question is how to let go?

Hi Cody,

I hear you loud and clear...

    "As much as I want to accept and let go, I find it very difficult and pain filled at this particular time. This is frustrating, and it brings tears to my eyes. I feel like I just keep falling, and falling, all over again never able to be free."

It's all about HOW to let go. Letting go is a proactive thing. But what I'm feeling in your words is a kind of giving up. Letting go really means being able to keep going into the pain and feeling it but not have it define you.

Take something simple like having a morning shower. I run the water hot, it feels good, comfortable, warming. I like it. But then put the water on cold. I want to jump out immediately. But what if I don't? What if I let the coldness (the pain) take me deeper into feeling?

If I can use the pain as a torch light to feel much deeper. If you feel the pain but then simply jump right out of the experience (which I get the sense is what you think is 'letting go'), then what we do is set up an increased limiting relationship with that experience.

If however we keep feeling deeper and deeper into it, then our consciousness expands through it. Suddenly the bubble of fear-based resistance to it bursts. Then we can take the pain and not be defined by it. Then we can unfold through it - we become truly multi-dimensional because now we'll be able to pick up the threads of lightness too.

Chris

Cody's picture

Thanks

It makes sense to me, Im going to work on this.