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Saying Hello: My lifes journey

Hello,
It is no accident I am writing in this forum. I was drawn to it or nudged by the universe to let you all know I am here. I wanted to share my life's journey and how I have gotten to this point. I was born in Chicago almost 40 years ago. My parents never married so I was back and forth between them. Along the way I'd experienced different people living with my father. A lot of time was spent in Manchester U.K. up through middle school. He wasn't so religious so I didn't have the christian experience with him. I didn't have any spiritual experiences at all. He didn't express his love for me but he did teach me all that he knew about science. I was doing partial differential equations at the age of 13 thanks to him. Math is a language to me and it is how I explain things in nature. I also got a whopping load of knowledge of physics, chemistry and a little molecular biology and genetics. I could have gone to college and wouldn't have learned all that I did with him. FOr that I am eternally grateful.

I returned to the U.S. to live with my mother through high school. She is religious and I was forced to go to her church. I tried to welcome the messages in the sermons but there was always contradiction, doubt, and fear. I did not feel one pulse of love in that place, only hatred, anger, jealousy, and piety. It was more entertaining than learning so I endured for 4 years. During this time something was happening inside of me that, at the time, I didn't understand and was afraid to share with my mother for fear of retribution and being kicked out of her house. She isn't the type to express love either. Things didn't "feel" right.

At the age of 17 I started to "feel" things a lot stronger. I could tell when it was going to rain, what the temperature was outside, and how people were feeling. At first I just shrugged it off as anxiety or ambrosia. I was thinking this is a weird punishment from god for not paying attention to the preachers sermons! Then one time I played a game with a couple of colleagues. I asked them to think of something they enjoyed the most. They did so and I was dead on about how they were feeling and it seemed how they were thinking! I was walking out in the solar system looking at the planets as they orbit the sun! That's how I felt.

I went on through the university of Moscow and Novosibirsk. I learned Russian because they didn't teach classes in English. People ask why I went to Russia to study and I tell them it's where I was drawn to. My spiritual growth was slow because I didn't meditate but I still had those feelings and senses of nature and people around me. It had gotten to a point were I could feel them over great distances. But I got one Ph.D. in physics and another in Mechanical Engineering.

All of these things that have happened in my life have led me up to this point. I have the knowledge to help society in many ways, mostly with technology. I'm not a spiritual guide nor do I have the patience to do so. It's incredible the information I get from the universe and I can process that information to help people! This is my purpose in life and the doors have opened up to me to start my own company and we got funded to work on an energy project unlike anything that exists known to humans.

I am excited to be part of the transition that is happening! I wanted to say hello and share my journey with you all. Sorry for the long post!

love

Cyril

Hi Cyril

Hi Cyril,

Thanks so much for sharing your experiences here on our forum. I read your post with great interest. It sounds like you've had some amazing experiences. Its clear that you have profound psychic skills.

In my experience whilst we are all potentially capable of the skills you describe, they tend to unfold only when we're quite advanced along our path. It may be that you're an "old soul" so to speak.

I'd be interested to hear more of the 'spiritual experiences' you've had and also your energy project - sounds interesting!

Best wishes

Chris

Welcome

Welcome to the forum.
Sounds like you've had some fascinating encounters. I look forward to hearing more.
LK

Hmm let's see. It's

Hmm let's see. It's difficult to separate my spiritual experiences from my scientific work because they are interconnected but I will try. If it seems I am going off track I'm not, I'm letting what I want to say flow like a stream of energy. Not to confuse anyone but all things are relevant in knowledge.

Being a scientist I use math and logic to explain everything. There is a point were things are explained not through instrumentation but the divine knowledge which I believe only those whose vibration are high enough to withstand the information without going crazy. I believe I have reached the point in my life were I can handle small and I mean really small bits of information because there is simplicity to the complexities that make the universe work. Everything is connected and from experiments it has been discovered that particles hold matter together but there is believed one particle that is called the Higgs - Bosson or the God particle that is the building block of everything. Scientists hope to discover this particle at the Large Hadron Collider in France. They won't discover it because it is not "meant" to be discovered. Niles Bohr was in tune with the universe when he learned how and why an atom exists and developed from that a formula. Man took that and made weapons and the seer had blocked the knowledge to keep us from destroying ourselves. I believe the time has come again for us to advance as humans technologically, physically, mentally and spiritually yet the seer will attune only those who are worthy of a micro portion of the knowledge which is available.

For example, in 2001 I was working on protein folding in Stockholm University as a research associate. For those who do not know, the genome project is made of two parts. One part is being able to map a genome, the other is understanding the proteins and their functions. Proteins are understood once their folds are discovered because the folds define their functions. If these two were completed and put together you can do anything imaginable like cloning, curing most diseases, etc.

I had come up with an idea how to detect the structures of unknown proteins using artificial intelligence, electricity and magnetism, hydrogen bonds, salt bridges, and the properties of the proteins themselves and make a nice C# program to do it. I went to the project supervisor and he was enthusiastic about my idea and gave me the resources to do it. Two months into my work I had made considerable progress writing over 400,000 lines of code and things were starting to come together but then all of the sudden I had a "feeling" I should stop the project. I talked with my colleague about stopping and he was puzzled as well but understood thinking I'd burn out and needed a rest. I'd left Stockholm and went to Suruoka Japan to work on plasma physics and metabolic pathway simulations in December of 2001. In March I had learned the U.S. Air Force had made a proposal for a "homosexual" bomb. A genetic bomb! I was glad I'd stopped after I learned about that. The universe alerted me to what was going on half way around the world because destructive thought energy is so great I believe it affects every person in a negative way. I will work on protein folding at a later date but keep the research to myself and somehow "mysteriously" come up with cures to diseases!

The real issue is how I came up with the idea. There are many people working on protein folding and releasing energy in doing so by asking questions. So the universal library as I like to call it has the knowledge, and being tuned in it just "came" to me. I think I was eating a bagel at the time! I remember jumping up from the kitchen table running to my little office and writing formulas in my notebook even on the wall. The landlord wasn't too happy about the wall hehe! I think the same thing has happened to other scientist who made significant break throughs.

I am guilty of holding myself back. These things that I feel can be overwhelming depression, anger, and anxiety that I feel when walking out in public amongst people. I don't go out much. I started smoking to hold myself back. I didn't do drugs, I'd stopped exercising for a bit. I was still able to sense things but not as much. I stopped meditating too. I smoked from December 2002 until January 2007. My wife Anna hated my smoking and its one of the reasons I quit, my daughter is the other. I didn't want her to see me living a bad example. I mostly quit for myself. I felt it was time to tune in again, to continue down the path that was laid before me.

It was in March last year that the electric power idea came to me. Again I grabbed my notebook and wrote formulas, I avoided the wall this time haha! I called one of my colleagues who is a talented chemist. She said "This is cold fusion!". I said ..."What?!". She explained to me the research that had been going on since its initial announcement back in 1988. I was unaware of any cold fusion research. I had worked on nuclear fusion and found it impossible to achieve because two gravitational forces can not exist within close proximity no matter what mass they are. One will always cancel out the other. My idea is taking cryogenic fluids and creating plasma at high pressures to turn a turbine. The plasma is pumped back into the chamber or reactor it came from so no emissions and it would last a long time. I think 1 year or longer, but that will be determined while testing the prototype.

Its just another form of kinetic energy the same energy we get from burning gas. What is so neat about it is that it doesn't take a lot of energy to create the plasma. To visualize this imagine a metal rod going in a box and another rod going out. The rod going in the box needs 32 kilo watts
to make the rod going out of the box generate 1.1 mega watts. Thats a 98% yield efficiency as far as electricity production.

I'm getting the components I need from outside vendors before I can approach investors about this. It's difficult to explain to some people because the current thinking is "If it doesn't burn it doesn't work". Combustion is a primitive and wasteful method of producing electricity and transportation. Only those who are borderline madness and money driven continue to support combustion. Thats why I have been told my project is disruptive. It doesn't bother me however, because I know the energy that is behind the support of projects like mine is tremendous. That means tremendous spiritual support and guidance for me and others like me. We are all coming together but it will take one of us to make a huge impact on our way of life and the others will come forward and stop hiding in fear.

Okay I think I should stop writing. By the way, since I have been on this path, I have not had a headache or gotten sick. It's a great feeling!

Love

Cyril

"If you immediately know candlelight is fire, then the meal was cooked long ago."

Science meets spirituality

Hi Cyril,

Your story is fascinating - science meets spirituality indeed!

Thanks for sharing

Chris