sharing the 'beginning' of my journey
Hi to everyone,
I am very happy i found this website and very happy i can share my story so far with you. My name is Vaso and im 20 years old. I am studying Law in Uk and i am originally from Cyprus. Since i remember my self i always wanted to change the word and help other people. I never really discovered what job would make me happy, but i choosed studying law because i would be good at it and i wanted to make money to help other people. The last year i started realizing many things. I was feeling a pain in my chest and i couldnt really breath. What would make me happy? Living in the 'civilization' and the big cities, or just travelling, working in small jobs, getting to know the word, myself and have time to be in peace? i used to go out almost every night and suddenly the past two months i didn't want to go anywhere. A night while i was talking to myself i realised that i was making a big mistake choosing to be a lawyer on the one hand i wanted to leave everything but on the other hand i would feel guilt for turning my back and not doing anything to help other people in need(without a lot of money i couldnt). A month ago after some 'coincidences' i discovered what everyone's been saying about awakenning, ascension e.t.c. i was feeling a continuing shiver for an hour. The solution is love. I didnt feel and havent yet what almost everyone describes as a moment of bliss, i just knew it was true. I quited smoking, drinking and became a vegetarian. i had no idea how to meditate and i was trying the breathing technique. After a few days i had a kundalini awakening (which i had no idea what it was and i was in panick for two days) when i came back in Cyprus i was very excited about everything and i told to almost every person in my life. Stupid
because no one believes me and think im going crazy. for the past 20 days im always in my room not going anywhere just meditating and searching for information. Before all that happen i was going to finish my studies and then leave. but know i dont care.There's no one here to guide me or help me or even understand me. When i watched '5 gateways' ( its amazing by the way) i felt i wasnt alone and peace. i can talk to somebody that can understand me. I am so happy for that..!!
Thanks xxx
Vaso



Welcome Vaso
Hi Vaso,
Welcome to Openhandweb! You are certainly not alone - and obviously finding the strength to dig deeper and find something beyond a life that doesn't stir your soul. This website is ideal for such exploration.
We've been very busy lately before and after our Transfiguration course in Snowdonia, so please excuse the delay in replying.
Sending loving waves of support
Trinity
Hi Trinity, Thank you very
Hi Trinity,
Thank you very much for the supportive words. i find the website amazing..!!
Love, Vaso