Spiritual awakening can be difficult. We are caused to 'surrender' many aspects of the life that we know and indeed the person that we thought we were. We sense being pulled in different directions. Here's a song lyric by The Stone Roses that always 'appeared' when I needed it most....

"When your heart is black and broken
and you need a helping hand
When you're so much in love you don't know just how much you can stand
When your questions go unanswered and and the silence is killing you
take my hand baby I'm your man, I've got loving enough for two
Ten story love song, I built this thing for you.
Who can take you higher than twin peak mountain blue?
Oh well, I built this thing for you. And I love you too.

There's no sure fire said solutions, no short cut through the trees
no breach in the wall that they put there to keep you from me
As you're lying awake in this darkness, this ever lasting night, some day
soon don't know where or when you're gonna wake up and see the ligh
Ten story love song, I built this thing for you
Who can take you higher than twin peak mountain blue?
Oh well, I built this thing for you. And I love you too."