Spiritual awakening can be difficult. We are caused to 'surrender' many aspects of the life that we know and indeed the person that we thought we were. We sense being pulled in different directions. Here's a song lyric by The Stone Roses that always 'appeared' when I needed it most....

"When your heart is black and broken

and you need a helping hand

When you're so much in love you don't know just how much you can stand

When your questions go unanswered and and the silence is killing you

take my hand baby I'm your man, I've got loving enough for two

Ten story love song, I built this thing for you.

Who can take you higher than twin peak mountain blue?

Oh well, I built this thing for you. And I love you too.