Unconditional Love

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Well to share I have underwent some powerful transitions over these last 2 days. Friday I was driving to work when this avalanche broke in me. I actually saw the processes of the entire universe and how it co-creates forming, speaking, guiding each and every life. The cocoon constantly changing around us. All the connection. It was what I thought I was waiting for my whole life. ( I bow down and surrender handing myself over forever) I know now how even Chris cant explain it exactly, how each person has to open up in their own way. Its indescribable to explain how much we are guided and loved and apart of EVERYTHING... But then yesterday I was feeling the FLOW even more, again as I went to drive to work I felt a building when all of a sudden I turned onto the interstate and was met with the most incredible, beautiful sun/sunset I HAD EVER SEEN. I noticed it IMMEDIATELY. And I really really really felt it. I have never felt or seen anything like that before. As I was driving I was so pulled/drawn to the sun on my left. I kept trying to stare at it but I was also driving, when this voice said pull-over. I then thought I have to get to work and tried to focus on it while still driving when I was smashed again with the thought how can you betray yourself and go on driving without acknowledging whatever this feeling was calling me to do so strongly. So I pulled over, got out, and was just met by this unbelievable fusion of unconditional love.. It poured and flowed to me, my entire being flooded with so much connected love beyond anything ever imagined, seen, read, heard or wrote. It flowed and flowed and flowed, and I was overwhelmed by a PURE PRESENCE of love. All the beautiful pictures of sunsets that have always vibrated in me, all the things I have felt my whole life, were lit up yesterday in a whole new way. Ive handed myself over forever to this undeniable unconditional truth of love. I am yours forever and beyond...

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Chris this is exactly what I

Chris this is exactly what I experienced... this post you made called Transfiguration describes PERFECTLY...

Then at some magical point, the lower self awakens to the energy of the higher self and gets a taste of unity consciousness - the universal life energy that unites us all.

This brings with it a wonderful experience of at-one-ment with the universe. It is frequently so powerful that many think they have become enlightened but this is only just the beginning. It can be called the 'baptism' or 'awakening'.

It is precipitated by an expansion of consciousness and is often marked by a life changing event of some nature. This can be marked by some kind of 'spontaneous ceremony' which some call an 'initiation'. So this baptism is called the 'first initiation'.

Following this, the spiritual aspirant sets off on an journey (actually an inner journey) to discover ever deeper realms of this experience.

The word 'awakening' has a new 'holy' meaning for me. Wow Im still so deeply moved. Ive been working every night and I havent had any time to go off for a bit and be alone to really let go with this. I have had mornings a bit to myself but its hard to go to deep because its so emotionally moving that my eyes have been completely pouring tears red (big Time)and I have to still go to work. (Another compromise limiting myself a bit, the same as when I initially didnt pull over driving.) But the pull is so strong and there will be no compromising the unconditional love...