I'm new here. Just discovered this site yesterday after watching 5Gateways documentary looking for answers. It seems the more authentic I am, the more "friends" I seem to lose. I find that a lonely place, and hard to deal with. I'm very emotional about it. I seem to cry at the drop of a hat.
So here, I am, finally learning to come out of my shell, expressing myself, learning to love myself, and feeling shunned. Makes me want to retreat back into being invisible, into nothingness, bury my head in the sand, so to speak.