My Sexual Story
Following on from my postings about anger & sexuality on the "Travels in Asia" thread, I felt prompted to start this new Forum topic.
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Waiting patiently
Well Starhawk, we're waiting patiently...
Significant dreams
I wanted to say more yesterday, but my Internet connection here in Goa kept being interrupted. I took that as a sign that I'd already said enough. I heed Trinity's words that these processes have their own time & pace.
Last night I had some significant dreams which felt good & positive to me. The most striking dream for me, was about a friend of mine selling me a car, or a small van, to be precise. I have had many dreams about owning cars, & for me, cars represent my own personal power & ability to have freedom.
The other dream was about someone giving me a piece of bedroom furniture, something like a chest of drawers. This came with various items on top, including a rolled up poster which looked like a very large bank note. I asked what this poster was, & was told it was an expensive print that was worth a lot of money. My interpretation of this dream is that, in starting the exploration of my sexual story on this Openhand forum, I am receiving a valuable gift.
I think that's enough for this post.
Blessings,
StarHawk
Pacing myself
2 days ago, I started writing a post about the first sexual experience that I have any memory of. I usually write my posts in chunks, saving each chunk as I go along. When it came to saving the first chunk, my Internet connection failed & Iost what I'd written. I took that as a message from the Universe that this wasn't the right time for such a posting, revealing very personal details of my sexual history on a public forum.
Blessings,
StarHawk