My Sexual Story

I wanted to say more yesterday, but my Internet connection here in Goa kept being interrupted. I took that as a sign that I'd already said enough. I heed Trinity's words that these processes have their own time & pace.

Last night I had some significant dreams which felt good & positive to me. The most striking dream for me, was about a friend of mine selling me a car, or a small van, to be precise. I have had many dreams about owning cars, & for me, cars represent my own personal power & ability to have freedom.

The other dream was about someone giving me a piece of bedroom furniture, something like a chest of drawers. This came with various items on top, including a rolled up poster which looked like a very large bank note. I asked what this poster was, & was told it was an expensive print that was worth a lot of money. My interpretation of this dream is that, in starting the exploration of my sexual story on this Openhand forum, I am receiving a valuable gift.

I think that's enough for this post.

Blessings,

StarHawk

2 days ago, I started writing a post about the first sexual experience that I have any memory of. I usually write my posts in chunks, saving each chunk as I go along. When it came to saving the first chunk, my Internet connection failed & Iost what I'd written. I took that as a message from the Universe that this wasn't the right time for such a posting, revealing very personal details of my sexual history on a public forum.

Blessings,

StarHawk