Thank you for your reflections Open and Margaret.  Sexuality is definitely an area I need to explore for energy alignment.  Besides the pressure in my head, i quite often feel the energy blocked somewhere in lower/middle back.  

As for deceit and separation/isolation, it only works if we allowed it or agreed to it for lack of realization or experience of it.  It turns out that, i triggered the disconnection by switching off the wifi and then giving the wrong number to contact me.  It was lighting that damaged the cable sometime in summer and good grounding kept it going for a while.

Anyway, my connection is restored as well as well grounded now.  

With Love,

Anatoly