Yes I had already come to the truth and realisation of there being no safety in the world, trust etc.

 

When you mentioned paralysis I recall a powerful meditation some years ago, when my whole body became paralysed and I shot upwards at what seemed to be light speed. To meet a bright white light, and the most beautiful presence.

It was only by surrendering into the paralysis (which at first was terrifying) I believe this happened.

 

Lots to explore.

 

Thanks Again.

Gwen