Nothing resonates. Money that motivated me my entire life has no more meaning at all. I don't care if I have money or don't have money. Motivation to work is not there. What I thought I was passionate about which was spiritual new age stuff is GONE! Completely my own teachings and everybody elses teachings are gone. Wiped out. There are no more outside tools. Only being and nature.

Doing anything out of alignment is excruciatingly painful and depressing to the soul. This is where I am at. In this inflextion point I guess. I've been here for a while as I don't know how to proceed in this new paradigm.

I still need money. I have bills to pay and need to work but I don't know how or what because nothing feels good. It is a strange place to be and requires complete trust that all will be ok.