In reply to by Vimal V

Hi Vimal,

That is indeed a very powerful dream. In fact, I can’t stop thinking about it. I can see the whole thing in front of me. Thank you for sharing it.

The part that strikes me the most is when your mother turns into you and you completely lose your sense of self in the darkness. 

To me it speaks of owning your own self-judgment. The point where you see through the disguise of “mother” and begin to see the part of you that your mother’s judgment represents. It’s like you detach the judgment from the people/circumstances around you, throw off the cloak, and suddenly you are looking yourself straight in the eye.

Since we’re on the topic of “Death of the ego”, I can’t help connecting your dream with that theme as well. The complete loss of self (of who you knew yourself to be), and the initial darkness that comes with that complete loss of identity... It’s very similar to what I’m experiencing right now. Maybe that’s why you felt to share it with me. 

Last but not least though, the White Sprouts... the precious White Sprouts! 

I keep seeing them growing and unfolding and as I bend down to look closer, I see that the darkness they seem to have sprung from is in fact the dark brown soil where their seeds were once planted.

Let them grow, Vimal! Let them grow!

 

Thank you for your encouragement to keep writing. It means a lot.

 

Love,

Anastasia