It's a courageous inquiry indeed!

When you have a target that presents like this (whether to defy the convention and go to Africa for example), then the mind will run through constant loops of questioning. In these cases, use the target merely as a direction of travel, but work into every feeling and unwind through - keep working to pick up the soul as confirmned through signs and synchronicity and make each step accordingly.

And always remember - you cannot make a mistake doing this. Even if in the outer it all goes pear shaped, nevertheless you grow as a soul, and that's exactly why you manifested the conundrum in the first place!

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