Marije, I think the great thing is that you're working into creating an open space. But that is going to take time. It's not an easy place to be in the beginning. The mind is constantly grasping for something to hang onto, something to give it meaning and purpose.

This is very poignant...

This no man’s land feels like a passive place of purposelessness where nothing really seems to be clicking in and I suppose it is that uncertainty/lack of direction gets me nervous or perhaps I should rather say very impatient for something to happen…. Yet I know that as you said in the video that this place of uncertainty and not knowing is probably my gateway to authentic creation and right action.

I've sat there many times, in the 'passive place of purposelessness' - does the universe have a purpose to do any particular thing? It can be a challenging place for sure. But then beingness can arise, just as a vibration, which hardly seems relevant at all, yet can be the origination of some tremendous shift.

To give an example: you say you don't know where you're going in 2020 yet. But you could go practically anywhere. As I understand it, there's no requirement to go to a particular place. Synchronistically I'm in a seemingly similar place, having handed in notice on my current base, which completes on 31st December, yet no future address has yet landed. So I asked why?

I took myself off free wheeling into nature. And as I've described in the philosophy, allowed active attention to guide me to signs and synchronicity. Everywhere my attention was drawn, I was seeing branches crossing or splitting. I realised there was a splitting happening inside of me. I'd experiencing two different pulls, or at least seemingly different. The pull was being captured at the level of mind in a key set of circumstances. So now I worked to sit in that disharmony to determine what was necessary to let go of, and what I needed to embody more. Now alignment has returned. And immediately, a couple of house possibilities emerged.

So my point is that sitting in the space allows active awareness to guide you, which can then reflect into blockages which stop the flow of beingness from emerging. For sure, if there's a grasping, a fear or impatience, it will be enough to stop that emergence, and then we don't create authentically. Hence taking the time to work through the density.

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