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Wow, I've got a lot of density myself rn but I can say it feels weird there, no other way to describe it. Good reminder not to blame, I still find myself getting angry. Reminds me of this quote from Meister Eckhart:

" The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life. Your memories, your attachments, they burn them all away. But they are not punishing you, they're freeing your soul. So if you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth."

Doggie love!๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š