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lately seeing certain numbers pertaining to a recent difficult but necessary past. i see now it was universe checking in to see how i'd react, how i'd choose this time. i chose wrong again and was redirected. yesterday waiting for bus i made the right choice: where i am on my journey, i must let the past go and walk alone for now. as soon as this decision was made a fella was walking up doing his checks of the building where i work and he brought my attention to a rainbow which had seemingly appeared out of nowhere and that i might have missed as i had my head down facing a different direction. when i pointed it out to him he even said " maybe it's a sign..." so it felt like confirmation of making right choice. i used to be in this sort of dream state all the time when i was younger but i let myself get trapped. luckily i see now this "incarceration" is absolutely necessary even though often it gets very difficult. wouldn't motivate me if it wasn't though so i'm glad of it. feels like something's beginning to stir in me...