Hi All...happy I "found" this posting. I was looking for the facilitators' FB page and arrived here...perfect! Very recently I was trying to figure out what I was thinking/feeling about the upcoming OH workshop. I knew it had to do with my need for control and vulnerability. I won't go into depth here but the universe served up a whole humble pie as I found myself flat on my back in a park. It all turned out well and after about 4 hours I was back at my daughter's place...my plans for the weekend were dashed! Kim I'm so happy you shared your struggles for clearly you are not alone. My daughter and son have been my greatest teachers and the pain I've processed for my mistakes is huge. It can scar...but it can heal! Keep on following your heart and soul and leave out the running judgemental commentary...Love you! Awesome story Open. Love all of you. xo