Right now: Letting go of all efforts!!!!!!!

Not needing to be liked.
Not needing to be loved.
Not needing to find out what I am supposed to do.
Not needing to do something because I have to live.
Not needing to live.
Not needing to die.
Not needing to let go.
Not needing to be.
Not needing to be free.
Not needing to laugh.
Not needing to cry.
Not needing to be normal.
Not needing to be special.
Not needing to be aware.
Not needing to be distracted.

I am all and none of the above.