Thanks Open - I love that quote -your pain is where the light enters- just that in its self is helpful.

I think I knew what your answer would be - I was probably hoping there was an easier solution!!

Yes I will persevere. You are right about suppressed stuff, I need to keep at it - yes I do want to live authentically, its the only thing that makes any sense in this crazy mixed up matrix of a world.

Thanks again Open. You have given me inspiration to carry on with the work.

with love Myra x