so interesting that this piece is chosen for today.....due to series of Kundalini awakenings experiencing by one of my dear friends, I was drawn to this article as well as the one by Trinity on her full awakening story less than two days ago....I thought of commenting but did not at that time.....

As it is simply not a co-incidence this second time, I just would like to say - very first - is my heartenly thanks and gratitude to Open, of course for his sharing so openly with us on his wisdom..

I cannot remember how long ago.....I do remember was that I suddenly realized my experiences in life, events after events, was there for the reason of shaping me into my "then" being without my conscious intention nor planning...whenever I was out of the alignment, I would get a kick at my back so that I could continue on the right and necessary path to learn and experience what supposed to be on my plate...

Soon I came to that realization, I was lost (or might still be so)...in the sense that I was very attentive to events/people which could lead me to my next destiny...from being totally unconscious as in the past to consciously seeking in the present.

Time seemed to go by by slowly of course, when I deliberately wanted and looked for that something (sign pole or guidance).....and in more or less this attitude - "now I am yours, tell me what you want me to do next".....my oh my...the answers just were not given....

Why not?

quoted from Open above " it must all come from within..........it's me that's manifesting the outer mirror, drawing people, guides and experiences that reflect who I really am" unquoted.

Having no choice in life is difficult/scary, but it is equally difficult/scary when we are so consciously aware of the many choices out there....

with much love and appreciation to Open and this organization
Ellen