Hi All. I do believe it is a past life memory has been triggered by the sweat lodge experience. I really do appreciate all the support and suggestions. To start the process I will also attending a NLP session then an indepth astrology reading to access this experience. I visualise a plant breaking the surface of earths crust as it grows in the direction of the SUN...I am that close!!! I will read the articles Richard. One Love Okpani