So what I get to reflect to you Megha, is to take some time and explore into being a messenger, with an important message, in a particular past life reality (probably another constellation), where you share the message but its not listened to. Which then turns into self-doubt and a loss of trust in those working with you - leading to a loss of trust in your own intuition.

I get something along these lines to inquire into.

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