I read this as I was mulling over my relationship with my mother and brother . They are very much in the throes of 3D frequencies and try to undermine and deny every bit of the higher vibe I attempt to get into their home and their lives . So dominated are they with controlling their life in a very fear based way ,all I can do many times is to stay away from their density which makes me feel like a traitor .
As I am writing this I am becoming aware how my entire lifetime has been about unlearning the conditioning they are steeped in . And my misplaced feeling of loyalty is toward the consensual reality that is they're operating system . It is a version that is not really part of my reality anymore . And yet in conversations ,I sometimes struggle to be the bridge . It feels too much of a stretch to remain where I am and yet understand their very dense conditioning . I often feel the need to shake them awake(smile). What keeps me somewhat centred is the imagery of staying in the higher vibe and allowing space in our relating with friends and family to allow them to actually feel it and not become frustrated with the fact that they cannot see what I can- that Life is meant to be lived with lightness ,love ,gratitude and giving . And in that lovely way is the purpose of being alive .......