In reply to by Marye

You have described what i am feeling perfectly, although i would not have been able to describe it very well myself! The only word that comes near describing the way i feel at the moment is "disjointed", although i know this is still not quite the right word. But the end result is it leaves me feeling anxious and therefore fearful I am having trouble even finding a way to express to myself my feeling/sense, so at the moment i am letting it play it's role and trying to watch from the sidelines as much as i can. I had a fantastic facilitation by Megha as part of our buddy group experience and what came from that was that my masculine and feminine sides appeared to be in conflict; I am now working to harmonise the two aspects to see if that will catalyse anything.