In reply to by Marye

I am there with you Marye as I am also experiencing similar feelings of being plain tired of my old self and new self is not even near the sight. Maybe not as dramatic as yours experience but going in that direction. I am actually looking forwards to my failures as a parent, father and possibly as a family provider roles. Not something I have to intention rather to happen organically if/when it happens.  I just have to remember of letting go and surrender.

With Love,

Anatoly