Incredible open. For me too when i contemplate death for instance ,liberating oneself from it ,to know the fear of death and yet expand beyond it seems far out of my league. In this life i have come slightly near it as a drowning experience. I remember it was not pleasant at all. But i suppose when one embarks on the spiritual journey he will have integrated enough surrender to walk through an experience of death and suffering when required so. But is there a difference between experiencing an energy of the past life and actually experiencing it in this life.