In reply to by Open

Thank you, Open!

I realise that I was not completely allowing myself to feel the pain. There is a deep rooted fear even to think about those chain of events. Even to this day, that fear has stayed. When they visit me, when they call, I shiver with fear of not wanting to go through that pain again and again and again.

But, as you always say- the only way out is through! I think I need to be courageous to face all of it. I'll. Thank you.

However, I have no grudge or an urge to get even with the people who caused so much pain! I have no hatred, no anger. Only hurt and pain! I wish them well always. I feel healing this karmic trauma is my responsibility and my need.

Thank you again for your invaluable and loving guidance.