Hi Gary,

My sense is there's no need to worry - the paramount aspect to the Openhand Approach to walking the spiritual path is to listen to your heart-felt feelings - not to override these with strongly prescriptive and disciplined practices. Commitment yes, but definitely not dogmatism.

It doesn't feel like you're doing that. And if kundalini had in any way fully activated, you'd know about it - I don't believe that has happened.

Yes, when the energy of the soul starts to flow, it will at times cause confusion as it contradicts with the ego and starts to unravel it. But if you keep listening to your heart and observing the synchronicities as you are, all will be fine.

Source pain versus pathology? In the Openhand view, pathology is ALWAYS the result of source pain karma - that's why it's so important to work toward the karma - everything else will then come into alignment.

Wishing you well

Open *OK*