The risk/fear I'm facing is ending up alone. I feel like this with my boyfriend and brother. They both mirror sides of me that I feel to let go of. Yesterday I had a very strong feeling while being in an emotional argument with my boyfriend that was like "BUT I'M NO LONGER THAT!". Yet taking action and walk away from old behaviour (and the relationship I figure) brings the 'risk' of ending up alone, although in the midst of that argument I had a very strong, new feeling of being alone anyway, my boyfriend just being a reflection of the judgements I hold against myself.