People across the globe are awakening to their spirituality. Although joyous and liberating, it can also be confusing, sometimes terrifying and often painful. Sharing your experiences helps not only yourself but others too...


Hi there, 

So, I'm looking for some help and guidance please. 

I've had a heavy journey with OC [for about 5 years] and the last 2 years with someone I once did sweat lodges with [he can manipulate energy]. I don't wish to give energy to him - it makes it worse but I will describe what is happening. 

I'm having a lot of rubbish dumped in me - it is heavy, makes me nauseous, I can become feverish, regurgitate it and generally it really weighs me down. 

How do you get the most from your meditations?


I felt to create a space here for sharing tips to improve our meditations.

Do you do any rituals before/after meditating? Maybe some specific visualization that you find more efficient than others? Maybe different positions or unusual physical tools?

In my case, those earplugs for sleeping help me a lot. And when I meditate with relaxing music, I use them + headphones. Usually, I start with emotive music and stop it when I'm feeling more relaxed, because after some time the music starts to distract me.

What works best for YOU?


I have been having mystical experiences since my mid 20s and am now 34. Early on during this journey, I came across The Five Gateways film and book, and have been using these tools to help me evolve further.

In 2015, I went through a spontaneous Kundalini awakening. After going through the activation part, I was attacked by the police and forced to go through what felt like a fake or set up sectioning, and ended up in hospital for 6 days. I left, and moved back home and have been here ever since. 

"Sword of Truth"...YOUR inner Inquiry?

I've been out traveling and camping on Dartmoor in South West England, opening an inner space that new creativity may flow. It's inspired me to start a new Forum Thread here for everyone to share what happens when you go into stillness and inquire within? My gift is being able to offer an intuitive reflection, so I'll happily offer one if you'd like the feedback.

Lets express :)

I have been thinking of opening a forum topic to share my thoughts for a while now, and today's comments gave me a push to do this.

Especially what Open said about the importance of expressing the truth and the distortion. Indeed I see the truth in this, and here I am!

Although I open this topic for my explorations, I want to encourage people to comment and express too if they feel like it, hence the name of the topic!

Lets express then!

Help please! To move into the unknown? Or not...

I have a question! I know for me I can only find the answer myself, but Id like some help exploring it please! So... Do you think it's possible to transform your life where you are with the people you've always been with? Im finding it really hard to move forwards because Im back home where I started. With the same people I was with when I was a kid, and all the good and often (perceived) bad feelings and emotions that come with that burned into my subconscious that seem to get activated when Im with these people in the same childhood settings.

Aligning with the soul


I’d like to share a current dilemma that I have…Hopefully by writing it down I’ll get more insights, and maybe get some reflections from other people too.
So, I’ve completed a degree in Psychology and have an offer for a Masters, which is very suitable for the career I’d like to follow. I’m at the stage of increasingly trying to follow the soul, and thus I want to to identify whether this Masters is my highest calling at this stage…

And these are the things I’m considering: