I have a question! I know for me I can only find the answer myself, but Id like some help exploring it please! So... Do you think it's possible to transform your life where you are with the people you've always been with? Im finding it really hard to move forwards because Im back home where I started. With the same people I was with when I was a kid, and all the good and often (perceived) bad feelings and emotions that come with that burned into my subconscious that seem to get activated when Im with these people in the same childhood settings. Thinking hard of moving because I want to be this new growing me! I've been doing the practice for 3 years now-moving into the discomfort and through it... I have fallen off the wagon a little lately though I must admit, and got myself in a bit of a funk. I also saw a shaman for a soul retrieval, not entirely sure if that worked at all, or if it has set off my wanderlust and need for change! I'm weighing up the pros and cons of moving as it would entail me also moving my daughter (4 yrs old) who is happy here with family. I don't want to be selfish and disrupt her life, but I'm aware that if we don't; move soon, we risk getting stuck here for a very long time as I wouldn't want to move her when she is older and more settled. Im crying out for change and growth! Not sure if Im missing something under my nose-ie the ability to change within and therefore change without-I do believe in this principle, but I know that sometimes life pulls you to make other changes too to help facilitate the internal changes. I have been trying for 3 years to settle and make friends here. I haven't found many kindred spirits. There has been some positive change in myself and my family, but I think Im getting the uncomfy feeling from deep inside that I might have to break the attachment and take another step into the unknown... It's terrifying... It would be much easier and less risky to stay put. Im trying to work out messages from my head and from my heart. It's hard to tell the difference at the moment. Any advice would be really welcome at this tricky time! Especially with regards to making sacrifices in ones personal path for the sake of children. Not sure what to do for the best here. I know that my aura and happiness will rub off, but then the grass might not be greener if we take the plunge. Im aware Im lost in the 3D too!! The synchronisities Ive received point to a move-like little (very poignant) signs popping up when Ive been thinking of the new dream life... Not sure if its just mirroring whats in my head, or if the signs are telling me to go for it! so confusing!