Maybe some of you can relate to this. I started on the spiritual path around 2008 when I quit my corporate job and realized I had many addictions associated with living, achieving, acquiring.
I of course resonated toward mainstream spiritual teachings for the masses which is good- there is nothing wrong with that and it is much needed. I've been on that path, growing and expanding for all of these years.
Beginning at the solar eclipse last August 2017 I think it was. I felt an enormous shift. I had no idea what it would mean but it was like taking the last pieces in my life that had been swept under the rug out to be dealt with.
I can understand the timeline perfectly and why me and why now. During this process things shifted massively in which time I dropped all my spiritual practices of energy healing, affirmations, Law of Attraction, Manifesting. All the "doing" and "fixing". I lost touch with the people that are teaching it. I closed my spiritual business as I cannot teach something that doesn't resonate. I went deep within.
I did this on pure trust of my intuition as I didn't find OPEN until very recently. Nobody is talking about this. Everyone is just talking about the doing. I knew it was about the being. I let it flow. No worry about money or what was happening although at one point, briefly I did question my sanity but my soul knows better.
So at the culmination of this eclipse 2018 July I believe I am in 5D fully. It was a 11 month journey to myself. There is no need for anything outside of me. No healing, no spirit guides or Reiki. Connecting with nature is huge. I've always loved nature and now it calls me in so much more deeply.
It's fascinating and grateful to find others on this path. I know I am supposed to be a catalyst for this change.