What a brilliant article Open and an empowering video too. It feels so timely that I have been stuck in the comparison game and feeling of inadequacy for a couple of days and there has been some breakthrough and realization plus I saw am important dream yesterday.

In the dream I'm playing a game with some kids and this little girl tries to outdo me. Later when I confront her, I learn that she is under so much of pain because of the lack of a father and love and hence trying to fill it with accomplishment. That's when my brother comes to the picture and we try to outdo each other. What a game. Ofcourse all of it is me!

When I look at my path of realization, I could safely say that I'm being more of me each day. Sometimes it's not clear yet when I look back it's obvious. But at each boulder theres something for me to compare to as I'm bringing this finite game to the infinite. If it'd not spiritual, then maybe its looking at the resources others have or the experiences they build. It's gets triggered mostly when I'm at place of uncertainity and I don't know which way to go, how to be independent and make a living. In a 3D sense it looks like it's all going backwards. Nothibg is guaranteed and it may not be linear. But what's there is a trust somehwhere deep inside that no matter what happens, there will be support.

Like you said, it's a relief to get out from the finite game atleast once in a while.

Vimal