I just had the most wonderful experience! I started out doing the Ascension meditation and worked my way into the boat visualization. At first I had a hard time seeing the light behind me. I kept looking behind me and nothing was there. I kept breathing and listening to Ashana. Eventually I was able to look behind and see my energy like threads of light. All of the threads were smooth except for one. I've been involved in this convoluted dysfunctional relationship that I've been trying to resolve and break free from for a very long time, too long... This one thread of light was wrapped around this person and as my boat slowly moved forward this energy was wrapped around her as she bounced up and down flailing on the water, holding desperately to my light. The light was wrapped around her in a large ball and it was very distorted and heavy. I kept feeling into it and letting go. Letting go of the need for her attention, the need for us to be together. The more she pulled and grabbed onto the thread of light the more I relaxed and let go. After years (yes years) of trying to break free and letting her hang onto me and drag me down, I was able to finally let go. I regained the light that had been wrapped around her and turned around, placing it into my sails pushing me forward and my boat took off, crashing along the waves. The wind was blowing in my hair as the boat picked up speed. I played Ride Like the Wind, imagining the light that had been wrapped around her filling my sails and pushing me forward. My boat took off in the wind. I was standing on the boat crashing through the waves, moving forward with nothing holding me back. I was dancing like a fool on the boat with nothing holding me back.

When the song ended, I hit shuffle on my phone, which must contain thousands of songs, asking the universe to speak to me, to let me know they were there. They picked the perfect song. "The Days Between" from the Grateful Dead starts to play (The Dead and Company version linked below). One of my favorites and one of the last songs written by Jerry before he died, a song about awakening and the seasons of our life. (I should tell you I'm a huge deadhead, I saw over 125 shows back in the day!):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znOFd5azBbs

"There were days, and there were days
And there were days I know
When all we ever wanted
Was to learn and love and grow
Once we grew into our shoes
We told them where to go
Walked halfway around the world"

The song starts out slow and as the tempo built I felt this connection to the spirit world open and an outpouring of unconditional love. My soul family on the other side connected with me and told me I was missed, loved and supported. Never alone. The feeling of being loved and supported was overwhelming and I started to cry. I kept saying I waned to go home, I wanted to be with them. "It's not time yet, you have work to do, you're not done yet" was the response I got, followed by more unconditional love. I looked behind me on my boat and all of the strands of light were straight and bouncing on the waves as my boat moved forward with great speed. No more entanglements. I didn't have to wait long for the treasure to appear!!

Looking forward to creating my future..

Much Love, thanks for listening :)

Scott