Thanks open,

Well I have an essay to post this time ha ha!

This morning as i woke I had a memory come up that was triggered a few days ago from another post I put out there.

It was when I was in grade 3 or there abouts. It was parent day at school when they all come to see the kids work etc. I remembered that noone came for me, I felt invisible,left out and extremely disappointed like i didnt matter. So I stayed with the feelings and sobbed heaps.

I reassured my inner child that she did matter to me, I heard and felt her pain and she wouldnt be overlooked by me. I felt like I broke through a pattern that has followed me through my life. I now feel that even if I am not acknowledged or seen by people it doesn't matter any more because I see me and many other unseen beings do too. Its like another piece of the puzzle fell into place or like a veil lifted.

Which brings me to an amazing experience i had a few days before.

I woke at 5am, did a meditation and all these ideas for the day came to me unlike many days when I feel overwhelmed and find it hard to face the day ahead. I felt lighter somehow. And the words-if it was your last day on earth how would it look and be came to me.

As i had my cuppa of tea and watched the clouds I remembered a few months ago when i was watching one particular cloud as it morphed into about 15 or so animals one after the other, it was incredible! I wondered if it would happen again and blow me down, it did! Not as many as before but just as riveting.

I then had to drive to the local village for some groceries along a back road through the forest and sent my energy out like tendrils to the trees as I often do, loving and thanking them for all they do and are. This time I felt their energy coming to me, each tree had a slightly different energy, it was so beautiful I was in awe.

I felt so connected to them like they were my family! I was reminded of this when i was processing my inner child stuff. They are my family as are my animals here on the farm. I am SEEN and LOVED by them, it was so encouraging. So I dont feel as alone as I did before, its wonderful and gold to me. If life could flow like this all the time Im in!!

I think I'm finally getting the hang of not dropping the hot coals yay! and what it feels like to breakthrough! yeehaa!

I just wanted to share and even if its not acknowledged its all ok. he he!

Namaste

Zee♥️🌳🐎🐕🐈🐐🐔🕊🐝🐞🕷🦂🦎

Ocean of all

Quietly journeying alone
yet not alone it seems
crack in the door
opening wider
feeling connection
to all

intricate tapestry
a flowing sea
moving changing
wonder awe
lightness
being
no one is here
just all