Hi Open,

Thank you for the stream. So cool <3

The first message for me is that it is okay not to succeed for the first time or for a while and try again. You wrote somewhere that the path is defined by mistakes and being lost and learning on the way. That's great!

Concerning following the soul and the split between the 'worlds' - at the moment I wonder whether this is possible to stay in the density, noise and all that bombardment and still stay open and connected. How much can I accept and soften into, also how much is too much. I make sure I have a quiet place to back to and recover. With that I hold the question is it right to stay within it at all and have a feeling that at some point the time for me will come to move away from it. In general, I just pay attention to the next step, without 'forcing'. I found that letting go is not something that can be done artificially or prematurely, it has to ripen out of experience, so even though I know the situation is temporary and I might 'cut it out', instead I wait and watch, learn and trust myself that I will know when the time is right and when changing the something is what wants to happen. Not because I judge, try to escape, not because I want to control the way and speed of my growth, not because I am in a hurry or it is hard to accept the knowing that something is not 'perfect'/aligned, not even because I already know what the attachment is and want to 'fix it'. There is this ability to stay within things as they are, while working with it all just for the sake of it and not to get somewhere, sometimes not even to understand anything, and the sense of knowing that the next step will appear.

The point is that even though the train is leaving the station and I might not make it in time, I make sure I don't have intention to 'make it' and just 'do my thing' at every moment as best I can.

<3