a moment of clarity
In reply to Difference between mind-led intention and heartfelt upwelling by Open
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This morning, sitting in what has become a usual spot in the park (I try not to make it an automatic thing but every time I sit somewhere else I still feel pulled to that spot, and to be honest it is a very nice spot) I came upon a sudden clarity surrounding my current conditions. Sitting there considering how I want it to change, I realized that this location fulfills all of the criteria I had when I moved here: I just didn't notice the divinity behind it at the time. And it made me realize that there is no need to get into the details; this made me immediately remember my Draconian communications a few months back during the retreat, where it came in strongly that humans are insanely obsessed with details that do not matter. I could then feel their presence, as I could see myself as an essence completely enveloped by numerous dragons for a while. I have just now read your article concerning the current dragon energies so once again everything follows up nicely.
I went inward and found the stillness that made me realize it's all going well, the doubt is just me still detoxing from the corporate environment. I asked 'show me', closed my eyes, and within seconds a large freight train sped by on the railroad a few dozen meters away; though I always noticed the trains passing by while sitting there, with this one I could feel the resonance it created. Fasten your seatbelts, Dorothy, indeed...
I then understood that the mind will form an idea around the yearning of the soul, in a sort of 'I'm leading this circus so I have to come up with the solution' kind of way, which makes a lot of sense since that has been true up until somewhere last year. So I put this out there: I would like my living conditions to reflect that which provides the best oppertunity for growth and upliftment. If that means my current situation does not change, I must trust that these conditions are what I need right now. There is a yearning for a much more natural environment, but I will let go of any desire for it to happen as quickly as possible; instead, I should say: when the time is right :)
