There are things I resonate with concerning this whole topic and things I don't... But I felt to say a couple of words...

Recently I've been shown a lot, enough to break the previous perception of right/wrong, etc

One of the things I am learning/integrating these days is that all I am meant to do is find the place of lack of resistance, meaning that when I am facing something or observing something in life that makes me contract, and it can be easily felt through physical tightness, then this is the place where I am not ready to accept and be the wholeness, or the absolute. In other words, I reject God in the form he is taking at the moment, and by that I reject myself, and reject the true love, peace and joy, that stretch beyond my limited perceptions and responses, AND preferences.

I myself went through the process of letting drama go. It was right for me. But it couldn't be forced. Letting go can't be decided by the mind. If you still have this dramatic place inside, in your consciousness, it will keep coming back and sucking you in. And the more you resist, reject, fight or avoid it, the more it owns you. It changes masks, appearances, becomes really smart, it mutates and keeps poisoning you, and you don't know in which direction to shoot anymore. It is much more efficient to sit quiet, watch and take the suffering.

In my case, I had to go through the process of defeat, being defeated by my own darkness, my addiction to negativity and drama. Out of that defeat, in humble surrender, I cracked in plead to show me the way, to help me. The rest just happened on its own.. And I believe that there is no recipe how to liberate yourself from your prison cells. When the time comes, and you go through what you had to go through, and collect all the shapes, colors, shades of yourself within that aspect of yourself, you then just know the way. You don't impose it. It happens.

There is no way around, there are no shortcuts, and there is no way to minimize the suffering and pain of getting to know all sides of yourself. The only way I have found is to resist as less as I possibly can.

These days I am exploring and working a lot with the dark side of the universe, how it can be seen in nature, in animals, in trees, simply everywhere. And I am going through a process of loosing all judgment. I resonated strongly with what Open said about ET beings (I experience and interpret them differently, but it doesn't matter, we're talking about the same energy)...

"When one considers advanced ET beings, of those that are currently engaged in the human story, many are neither malevolent nor benevolent - they simply do what they do because they can and see nothing wrong with it"

I got to the same understanding, only that not only about them, but about all of us. We are all carrying the darkness, the damage, and distortions of this kind. We are all partially blind and unaware of what we're doing and what damage we're causing by our actions. All of us.

These beings are just mirroring this quality present everywhere, in all things. They are mirroring me to myself.

And I too work a lot with the Earth, and what I was shown is that the Earth is going through this whole process because SHE is like this. She pulled this upon herself. She is exactly like them, like 'ET', like humans, carrying the dark side, and I have read and seen a lot of material on her evolution, watched how she acts, how she is...

And since then our friendship and connection got stronger. I got the feeling that many see some kind of one-sided picture of her, making her into something she is only partially, ignoring other aspects of her being, of her vibrational state, and of her process. This makes people unable to really help it, because they don't pick on all these energies with those selective glasses - Gaia is all good. She is not. She is just what she is. Both good and evil, both light and dark.

So who are we really fighting here, and who are we trying to help?

My shot is nobody but ourselves. And we see nothing but ourselves around.

With this realization a huge shift happened for me, and this is when I realized the whole ridiculousness of fighting 'windmills', or trying to figure out what is right and what is wrong, and especially blame, prefer, etc

I just do what feels right. And I feel too humble in that to call for others to join me, or join my perception/interpretation. I see what I am given to see, and do what I am given to do, in MY process, seeing my own shadows, and my own light and goodness, nothing else. The rest is projection outwards helping to experience what I need to experience.

And I got to decision, internally, deep in my heart, that I am not fighting, resisting, rejecting, preferring anything anymore. And then I got new tools. And I must say they are much, muuuch more efficient and feel right than trying to shift the energies in some way I'd prefer out of my previous right/wrong, benevolent/malevolent perception. I suddenly saw everything in one pot, not separated to two, but together, intermixing, creating all kinds of things, coming to life, in all kinds of forms and shapes... and I could see the loop happening between my consciousness and this huge soup made of all things. It's just a movie. And I make of it what I want to make of it. I play with it in different ways, and then I choose the most resonating with my being way to play.

And others choose other ways. But all things are already there, existing, all coming from one Source, serving one power, only one. Not two. This is what I saw...

And I want to refer to these lines:

"... just as the mainstream exploits pigs, sheep and cattle within the industrial foodchain. Having said that, anyone who can consciously recall suffering live DNA manipulation - as many now can - would probably argue otherwise!"

Why argue? And especially otherwise? Otherwise than what? Suffering, to me, should in no way be the judge of rightness and wrongness. Then giving birth, living and dying are wrong too. Then Big Bang is wrong, the collisions of planets is wrong, jackals eating the weeping buffalo alive is wrong...

I think that for me, time has come to pass beyond this kind of frame reference. You can get that far when relying on emotions, feelings and ideals. I am going for what is, and I intend to hold nothing against anything. This is what I feel is the way for me.