Hey Open,

Enjoy the freewheeling! I had a similar yearning, especially when driving by the long stretches of rock and cacti, the desert was calling me. Maybe that'll happen, but for now long walks in the dry heat give a similar feeling.

I just came back from an amazing walk and wanted to share my experience here.

I was listening to a song that had a very peculiar energy, and I felt the need to ground it down. So when coming outside I immediately saw the huge dragon shaped clouds in the sky, and then underneath a tree on my left a bunch of black feathers with a white tip standing upright between the rocks. Never saw that before. And between them one light brown dove feather. My immediate sense was that the black and white feathers represented the group that visited me last night, and that they had processed what had happened. The night before I was visited in my dream by a group or council of Anunaki or Reptilians, or both(?), not sure. It was an imageless and silent dream, there was just telepathic communication. They were saying to me: "You are getting out, you are leaving. You can't do that, you have to come back." And with that they were trying to elicit fear, and I felt a swirling nausea in my solar plexus. It didn't work for them. I was very firm, though I had to stand my ground for a while. I let them know: "NO. I am not coming back. This has to end, you have to stop." Then I formed an empathic bridge between me and them, and through myself was able to let them FEEL what it feels like to be on the receiving end of their control system. The pain, the suffering. Then there was a deep silence. They were just 'standing' there in front of me, and seemed deeply impacted. They remained silent and then left, and my sense was they had to process for a while.
So finding the feathers communicated to me they were mostly done processing and deliberating. The white top of the feather was showing me they were surrendering and letting in the light. I initially found 5 feathers and the pigeon feather. I felt elated, but there was a subtle feeling more needed to 'come on board'. Then looking at the Franklin mountain range here in El Paso I saw a partial rainbow forming on top of one of the mountains. And because it was only the beginning part of a rainbow it looked more like a vertical beam of light. As I walked along, the rainbow beam started to grow and reach up higher and higher, into the overhanging clouds. I found a sixth black and white feather sticking upright in the ground. That was it, that was enough. Then the rainbow lifted up from the mountains, as if moving upwards, and then slowly disappearing into the clouds. It seemed like kundalini energy or a rainbow serpent moving upwards.
In the meantime behind me a formidable cloud formation had appeared, with three separate huge cumulus clouds that seemed shaped - but mostly felt - like higher dimensional vehicles. The sun was shining behind the middle one, creating a beautiful light show with rays coming from behind the cloud. Also from behind this middle cloud a feathery light, misty cloud was coming and seemingly moving upwards, it looked like a vortex. As I walked along it seemed like these three 'ships' were landing, the middle one anchoring this vortex. The whole walk there where huge groups of pigeons everywhere, there are lot in the area but this evening there were even more. One particulary big group of pigeons caught my eye sitting on a shed and next to the shed they also occupied a fence, surrounding a statue of an owl. Then in front of me appeared a bigger feather, white, with in the middle a black spot. What it meant to me was that the dark was now 'contained' within the light. I started walking back home and three more black and white feathers 'joined the group'. There were nine now. The clouds seemed to move slowly downwards still, until disintegrating and mixing in with the other clouds near the horizon. Then next to the pavement I walked on I found an empty snack wrapper with the word 'wrap' on it and it made me chuckle. It's a wrap!

💙🕊