As of late these articles are speaking to me in a different way.  Each sentence there is a clicking into place, ahhh yes that feels right and make sense deep inside my being.  

My soul was craving for movement and boy that is exactly what I co-created.  An opportunity to bring the mental chatter to a stop and assess and reevaluate how I've been living my life up until this point.  Playing small and hiding at every turn.  The tension in the solar plexus continues to tighten inwards.  

I've now reached a choice point in my journey.  The thought of going back to playing small and hiding is not an option.  That old way if being has finally reached it's expiration date!

I'm now filled up with this fire inside of me.   Burning away the tension and knots in my solar plexus, one conscious breath at a time.  I sit with the tension of opposites within me and become a midwife for this energy to move through me.  

Things are beginning to click within and without.  The mind finally softening it's grip that it has had on me all of these years.  Beginning to see people, places, situations and things with new eyes.  It's almost as if I'm able to bypass the mental chatter and peer into another's soul just by looking into their eyes.

I feel that everything that I've learned and explored here has prepared me for this particular point in time.  This feels much deeper than intelectualizing the material, I feel it in my bones.

With all this being said, I look back and realize that there is no going back.  That old reality is on fire, internally and externally.   

I look to the future with new eyes.  Feeling inspired, encouraged and empowered just to be wholeheartedly me in every moment.  

Looking forward to the adventure a head!

Thank you Open and the community!

With deep love and gratitude,

Chad