M. Your expression feels so eloquent. I've come to a point where even within the presence of others, I feel connected to source. Earlier on, I felt very exposed. I used to visualize wonder woman's arm bands on my wrists and when an energy felt threatening or not authentic, I would visualize using the gold bands as a deflection. It was a coping mechanism to still be within this world yet knowing not of it.
The coffee... So about a week ago, I thought to give up coffee as well yet I still poured my morning cup and set off to work. As I started to drive, I turned and the coffee cup went flying onto the floor. While this is such a small event, I just wanted to share that it was so spontaneous. The synchronicity brought such a light feeling, a rightness, a knowing. I laughed as it was perfect. It seems in those moments, there is no struggling, the outward reflections are outside any mind induced contemplation and rationalization.

I feel all of you through the ether. For decades I mopped up and processed so much from this physical realm using music to express the shear anguish, it's a powerful modem indeed. The spent tears would fill buckets! Mary Magdalene and the energy of her source filled me beyond capacity. I'm feeling that now as forgiveness for this human experience is so key and vital. Forgiveness deeply within ourselves as these human bodies are predisposed to OC. It's an antanea of sorts, the higher the frequency vibrates the more subtle the interference. Yet within the interference, is the way.. It's our internal compass to follow with fully trusting that no matter what the experience brings forth, that lost piece of ourselves will be discovered. It's there in every moment. Learning to remain grounded within the experience was a turning point that I experienced on an Openhand retreat. I felt like an ape, moving and swinging through this realm. I embraced that primal side of this existence trusting without understanding. Then the inner conflict dissolves, OC has no thing to tether to thus dissipates. There is a healing period as I felt the loss of that distraction reaction behavior that I once naturally expressed through yet the reflections it brought back always ignited the inner flame. In my experience, this is where the twin flame feels my ignition then within the revelation I feel my twin flame mirroring in some authentic way, inter playing between dimensions. I say, bring it on OC!!! I can't wait to see what comes next,! I respect that energy. It has a purpose, it has a function, the disturbance vibrates in a frequency that brings about a moment of pause to catch our attention. So within, I embrace it all with love

Namaste
Erica