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Discovering the 'Ray 4 Diplomat' of Your Soul-Ray-Harmonic: A Bridge between Worlds

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A New Paradigm of being is opening up. It is here all around us. But sometimes it's extremely hard to balance the connection to this 'new world' with living day-to-day in society, especially because not everyone is yet reading from this divine 'script'. It can sometimes feel like it's one or the other. Integrating one into the other can seem a nigh on impossibility, but it is not. Here's where the tactile, empathic nature of the soul - the 'diplomat' - comes into it's own: intuiting and feeling the flow of 'rightness' in any given situation, yet molding and blending it into this material world for maximum unraveling and realigning impact. You can live your truth, honour the alternative truth of another, yet not compromise your soul...

A tall order? Yes indeed. But it is definitely possible.
Mastering this "Ray 4" Diplomat in you, is certainly a path to mastery.

The fuel of Inner Alchemy

It is no secret that we live in a world which is out of balance with nature and therefore out of alignment with the natural harmony of the universe.

    As separation consciousness exploded outwards at the "Bigbang" and then condensed into form, so Unity Consciousness continues to destabilise outdated structures and harmonies of lower truth as it makes it's journey back to the Source. Unity Consciousness is this flow of love that is the universe's organising energy which you can feel in your heart when you stop judging the moment or need a particular outcome from it.

Many people have now awakened and more than ever, are feeling the inner compulsion to 'be the change'. It involves honouring and expressing your truth in every moment, not just with words, but in every physical, emotional and mental action that you take. It leads to an internal cleansing of blocked energy and out-dated, distorted behaviour patterns. This is the fuel of inner alchemy.

Indicators of "Right Action"

So after awakening, the first realignment is to connect up to this never ending flow of truth and love, realising that whatever may appear to be happening on the surface of reality, it is finding, honouring and expressing your truth as "Right Action" which truly counts.

In this sense, "Right" does not mean a judgment of 'good' and 'evil' or 'right' and 'wrong'.
It means: an action which is aligned with the universal flow.

How do you know if you are in this flow of "Rightness"?

Here are some key indicators:

  • They confront, challenge and break down the ego within you and within others with whom you're engaged.
  • Actions in rightness ultimately lead to an inner sense of expandedness, connection and openness, once you've broken through any tightness or resistance to expressing your truth.
  • When aligned with the flow, you tend to observe supportive synchronicity as the universe clicks into place around you.
  • When you're in "Rightness", it just feels right. It's like being in love. No one can tell you if you're in love. There's no logic to it. You just know.
  • A choice made in rightness will feel like destiny.

The 'sweet-spot' of Life

This destiny of rightness that the soul is reading, is not so much about making a choice of doing 'this' or 'that' (although rightness does lead to right choices). It is more about finding and expressing lost aspects of your true nature. Of course there is only one being, and everything is formed of this one being. The One in you does not need a particular outcome because it already has everything...

    What The One in you is truly looking for, is the nectar of life itself:
    to find the fullest, grandest, most complete expression possible.
    And that defines the purpose of your soul.
    And there is absolutely nothing else going on. Ever!

So if you can make a point of continually working to feel this truth, flowing through the core of your soul, then you will align with destiny. With each expression of it, life will become increasing magical, mystical and simply divine. You are fulfilling true purpose. You've touched the 'sweet-spot' of life itself.

An impossible juggling act?

It's not always easy to express the soul. The soul will lead you into confrontation and sometimes even conflict as you challenge the ways of old. It's especially not easy because of the matrix in which we live.

    The matrix is a huge 'eddy current' within the stream. It would seem like it's been purposefully designed to capture the flowing energy, retard it into a 'box' and then to disconnect from the flow of rightness, riding roughshod over the natural harmony of life in the process.

    It's like a dam has blocked up the stream, influencing, controlling and manipulating all life it catches in its net.

It has become a tremendous challenge to all those wanting to express and live the higher truth. You feel a pull beyond typical 9-5pm conditionality, but you step out of line and the matrix tries to punish you for it. With rules and regulations, appointments, deadlines and expectations, there's every reason why not to express the truth.

Not only that, but the matrix currently owns all the resources. If you want to survive, most will have to interact with it in some way. And what about your families, loved ones and colleagues who may not be feeling this flowing connection as you are? This can be greatly influential. Sometimes expressing the flow of truth may feel like an impossible juggling act.

Rest assured, it is not.

Different soul ray harmonics

This is where the Ray 4 comes in, the diplomat in you, that which helps you blend with multiple realities, that which helps you empathise but influence, that which accepts unconditionally but also catalyses. This Ray 4 is the 'Bridge between Worlds'.

I observe that the soul is a blend of seven particular characteristics - a soul ray harmonic - and that all expressions of beingness tend to be a blend of these particular 'rays' of consciousness, just like sounding a note on a musical instrument. If you can find the 'right' expression of you which is wanting to activate in this moment, then not only does it 'sound sweet', but you drop into the natural flow. It feels just like heaven. And there is nothing better than this. Everything else that you may search or strive for in life is but an echo of this source sound.

    I've also observed there is a spectrum of possible soul-ray-harmonics. On one end of the spectrum are the catalysts. They are here to 'shake life up'. To change, unravel, unwind and metamorphosize. They'll continually confront you with truth. You'll simply not be allowed to rest in your lazy bed!

    And on the other end of the spectrum are the empaths. These are the souls who can absolutely and unconditionally accept life as it is without judging. They can witness and feel the truth at the core of all behaviour - no matter how distorted - and not need to change it. They are that energy that helps play out a distortion so that others ultimately want to change, all of their own accord.

Now between this spectrum of catalyst and empath, each soul will be a unique blend of both. In understanding this and realising how you impact life around you, can be enormously helpful to your evolution. It will make sense of why you encounter the interactions you do, why it can be so hard to express your truth and why others may react so negatively or conversely be so inspired at different times.

The 'gear-box' that harmonises power with reality

Understanding and fine tuning your Ray 4, is like the gear box that transforms the raw power of the engine, into manageable torsion to turn the wheels. But this gearbox does need to be well oiled! If you can fine tune your particular blend, then you will go a long way towards facilitating your flow through life.

So what does this mean in a practical sense?

  • Firstly acknowledge that you're here to influence and change the nature of reality. You're not supposed to be cooped up in a box. Even if people around you react with projection towards you, fear and anger, recognise it is their own distortion they're activating - otherwise they'd be able to calmly accept you as you are. As you realise this in your mind, feel a waterfall of flowing calmness descend around your expression of truth.
  • Secondly, in order to facilitate the greatest amount of positive change, there needs to be open doorways through the density of the field, that may touch something deep within another. In other words, whilst we stand our ground, we must recognise and honour the truth in another. Even if you notice their's is a lower vibrational truth, it is still their truth and real to them. If you're given to influence, you won't get anywhere by riding roughshod over them.
  • Catalysing and therefore unwinding means first working to recognise the 'ancient light' at the core of a distortion. So all actions have begun with an authentic exploration of reality by the soul. It's just that the ego then distorted the purity. So first work to find the truth at the core of their distortion and honour this with them. Then help them see the higher truth. If you've done it accurately, they'll be on your side and much more open to change.
  • Recongise that the stream will always find different pathways back to the ocean. If you try one approach and it doesn't work or if you then feel disconnected because you couldn't fully honour the flow, work not to judge yourself for it. Benevolence doesn't blame you! Instead keep softening into the place you are now at, pausing to reconnect again.
  • Compromise but don't ever compromise the soul. Yes it may seem like an impossible paradox. But it is not. How can you make your truth the most understandable, the most reasonable, the most tactile, the most accessible and without any extra energy? If you can do this, you'll find you don't have to compromise your truth. Increasingly you'll be accepted.
  • Don't tell others what you know to be their truth (this can be a big button pusher!). Instead work to facilitate an increase in realisation by asking an empowering question. One that is open ended, one that causes them to explore and feel for themselves.
  • Accept that sometimes you will be in a minority of one. It does not make your truth untruth. Know and accept when it is time to stand your ground, come what May. This will always test your level of trust in the divine. So be it. Take it as an opportunity to evolve and grow.

Is it the soul acting or the ego?

So how do you know when you're expressing what's really your soul (in this case the Ray 4) and when it's your ego that's running the distortion? When does the authentic expression of the diplomat in you actually morph into compromising the soul?

This is a powerful and important question. And there's only one soul who can answer it - you!

Lower mind likes a ready answer. It tends not to be comfortable with open ended and abstract questions that 'hang in the air'. But work to get used to that question... "is this the soul acting now or the ego?"
Hold it in your awareness and challenge every situation with it. Feel through your reaction/response to it.

    If the ego is acting, choices are often made out of subtle levels of fear - of a need for a particular outcome. So is your response really about placating because you're afraid of how they'll react to you? Work to be honest with yourself. The ego will make you feel less than. It will make you feel small, which your natural body language will reflect.

Realise that ALL situations are a co-creation. Both parties have something to learn. You may be in rightness - the higher truth - so it's not that you're wrong, but perhaps you need to look for a more evolved expression? I find that having this in my awareness, frequently softens the burden of 'carrying the truth'. It means I wasn't 'wrong', I just need to look for a more sophisticated expression. I find it makes the truth easier to bear.

Path between Worlds

Whether we fully know it or not, we're living in two worlds at the moment. The higher paradigm is to be found infusing this lower world, working to transform it. Those who are already carrying the light, will frequently find it challenging. The old world values are so used to living in the shadows and fear the light. There's a clinging to the easy-to-understand, in-the-box expediency and soft comfort. There's a strong dependence on the crutch of old behaviours.

Despite this, there comes a point where you simply cannot compromise your soul a moment longer. You realise the illusion and that the only real purpose of life is the expression of you. In mastering the Ray 4 Diplomat - an interwoven aspect of your soul - it means you can still be living and breathing the higher realm, whilst acting in this one. It means you can stay in the truth.

As you walk your path,
you become a bridge between the worlds.
This is fully explained in the 5GATEWAYS philosophy.

from my heart to yours

Open
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auntyangel's picture

Thank you for this huge piece of work. It is so much to digest: just like spanning the two worlds and the transition between them.
Thank you

Open's picture

You're most welcome. It's something I'm working with myself actually - I often feel like a 'gearbox', working to squeeze energy through this place - so it's no problem writing!

Really want to express how enriching and supportive the latest wave of articles are. They are speaking to me on so many levels.

At a time when my life is changing rapidly Openhand's energetic presence is really making a difference. The guidance and invitations to 'be' true to my Soul are incredibly powerful.

With all my heart thank you.

Open's picture

It's great they're working for you Jaq.
The only way that's going to happen, is if one is already beginning to touch the places we're talking about.
They don't make sense otherwise!

Blessings

Open

Apollonius's picture

Thanks for shedding some clarity on this important subject! It's a delight to read and so many things fall into place for me. I often bump into this wall of society's matrix and am wondering if it's my ego, if it's exactly where my soul wants me to be or a conflict between different worlds which cannot be reconciled. Your article reminds me that they can be reconciled as long as I find the right way (often the diplomat for me). When you've discover a new paradigm you often want to shout it out to the world forgetting you once didn't see it either. And then you're in fighting the others 'mode' again. Presenting my truth without showing empathy is something I will definitely work on.

erica r's picture

Amazing writing which flows to my perceived consciousness so fluently. The "rift" as I have come to term it. I've been visualizing a bridge for a few weeks but without your sense of clarity. In this surrendered state of being, words just come, effort is barely palpable, thinking is separate from seeing. For me, the matrix provides so many earth shattering oppotunities by defining the rightness of the flow so clearly. I feel the shear density, distortion, distraction, discord, division, dissension that in those moments my perceived field strenthens and expands out as much as in where this centering occurs. Expressing eye to eye is so natural. Almost don't even absorb specifics anymore but a collective impression that initially forms than molds freely.
Sometimes the alonenss overwhelms but actually magnifies how words or reflections of specifics can lead to projection or a perceived need of validation. I don't yet understand the scanning or processing that feels disconnected after meditation, it will come on its own. The One provides divinely as the expressions radiate effortlessly yet if "their" reference points are solely in the physical realm, the "rift" is always there. It expands and contracts but it is ALWAYS there, ergo the expansion of the field fluctuates with these interactions.
Pausing.........stillness. The bullet points directly hit, so gracious to read these words at this moment. Glorious day!

Open's picture

When we're in the bridge Erica, then consciousness (as you rightly say) "expands and contracts". In other words, it flows between empathy and catalysis, open acceptance and focusing initiation. When we can do this effortlessly, and without attachment to either, then it's possible to be a true diplomat!

Open Ok

I love the way this is written - just dances me right through it - and this is how it has felt lately...the more I get out of the way and the less I need anything or anyone to change the more I am able to feel how to be in the moment. I am noticing the opening or closing in people around me and feeling for where I can "enter" - really feeling for an invitation of sorts...noticing how beautiful it is to allow others the space to really hear themselves - and either by reflecting it back to them or saying nothing at all they hear there own distortions. Also, feel that often people are offering up exactly the answers that they (and I) are asking for. On the other hand there sometimes feels like a concrete wall there and no invitation is extended below the surface...somehow though even these times seem to have something to show me about myself - something they say that triggers a connection for me. I can also say that I am still not certain if that concrete wall is me or them at times...there is some protection that comes up for me and sometimes it's a fear of confrontation and other times it is a cue to not go further...developing discernment on this one...like you said is it ego or soul and if it is fear based you can know the source of it.

I sense this kind of drawing in closer but in a larger field of connection - when I am sitting in a connected space and the other joins me there - and I am enjoying seeing the multitude of ways that one can relate and go deeper.

So, I feel like I am learning to dance and I am grateful for guidance on the steps!!

Smile
Jenny

Open, thank you for putting into words so well this challenge of being 'inbetween'. It's really easy to close down and just get pulled along by the old patterns - especially when face to face with people who are not experiencing the same level of transformation. A handful of my friends really get it and the others, including our families, have no idea what we're feeling. The message you posted really inspires me to be a silent warrior for the source!!!! I'm a good diplomat but I'm now inspired to infuse more truth into my ray 4 harmonic!

Thanks again.

Hilary

Thanks for this posting as it is exactly what I am going through. The gap seems to be widening for me to a point were I feel totally frustrated, I have been remembering myself before I woke up and the person who I was then compared to the person who I am now(6yrs ago) I do not resemble the old me at all. I have recently felt the shift to a point were I felt like screaming its been there for a while now, but more over the last month. This is with family, friends and work colleagues. I understand I need to have compassion as I remember were I was on a consciousness level before my awakening and feel the understanding of showing this, but I think it must be a skill of which I am trying to grasp. I sense I need to express my truth in a more sophisticated way and not feel the frustration that old behaviour patterns and attitudes of others brings. Having the understanding of the two worlds helps me, I think I do know this, but reading your posting supports me. I feel this week has brought me a big lesson to have compassion and to also let others express their truth without me been attached to an outcome to allow their expression even it is from the ego and even if they are struggling with situations in their life.An example of this is my sister who is a Jehovah's witness, I have not spoken very much about my awakening to her due to her fixed belief system, this week I did. My sister did have some understanding of my awakening which happened with a serious illness, she helped me at this time in my life, but refused to take on board what happened to me on a spiritual level. To me my life was never going to be the same again, however my sister remained to think I was the same Ruth as before even though outwardly I changed my life. So having spoke to my sister this week about who I am now it came to her as a shock to say the least. In retrospect I think I could have been more tactful or compassionate, however I have to be truthful and express the real me not pretend or not talk about my truth just because it does not fit into other belief structures. Just to add she hasn't been in touch since, but like you said Chris both parties have something to learn.
Thanks Chris,
Ruthx

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Two years ago when I had left my company job I thought I would never go back to the Matrix. (This was right before my kundalini awakening.) During the last two years I had been feeling that the Matrix was 'bad', my job was 'bad' and I would do something 'wrong' if went back. "No, I'm supposed to do something 'good' instead: write, teach, charity etc." Even the thought of going back had caused me physical pain.

And then a few weeks ago something interesting happened. Something has changed inside me. And shortly after this the Matrix called me back. After a long time I found myself again sitting in job interviews. Feeling the old contractions because of the possibility of doing something 'bad' - but these contractions just came and then they wanished. I went into them: I went into my fears. And now here I am hired again - right at the eye of the Matrix! But everything - a lot of synchronicities - during the process seemed to have helped me to find this job. Or the job to find me for that matter. For me, it has definitely felt as rightness. The whole process was simply magical.

In my view, there has been no right or wrong in this - the only thing is that somehow I am SUPPOSED to do it. The job does not SOUND spiritual at all - I still feel that I have work to do here. To bring light and to face my fears, for instance. It is very good that the job provides money to live on but it is not the money I am going back for. It is beacause it feels right.

It's not going to be easy I know. I dunno how long it is going to work. But I feel the two worlds have now met and merged inside me: who knows, maybe I am supposed to anchor down one in the other in the external as well. Let's see how it turns out: I am starting in two week's time.

With love, Mark

"You can live your truth, honour the alternative truth of another, yet not compromise your soul...
A tall order? Yes indeed. But it is definitely possible. Mastering this "Ray 4" Diplomat in you, is certainly a path to mastery."

It's a fine balance embracing and expressing the ray 4 diplomat in me -- integrating empathy and catalysis just rightly so. I find myself swinging too far to either side many times: pouring out my heart in an anything goes mode without helping to catalyze shifts -- or being too emboldened and aggressive about shaking things up without enough acceptance and compassion for where the person is at. Onwards and upwards. Thank you for the inspiring article, Open. x Catherine

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Thanks for the feedback guys Smile

Whatever people may say in spiritual circles about the so-called 'mass-awakening' amongst humanity, the reality on the surface is that's not happening. The matrix continues because the majority are still plugged into it.

Why is that?

As I'll go onto explain in detail in the Divinicus Work, Homo Sapiens is a hybrid species - there's strong evidence of that, both spiritual and scientific. He's been programmed to be a part of this system. So even if many people complain about the injustice and inequity of it, the majority still choose the system because it supports them and they're not able to live fully sustainably outside if it. The majority continue to give energy to it, so it continues to control them.

Let's be honest about what we see, because only then we can truly work with it.

What about the planetary shift? The planetary shift is happening and nothing will stop it. The old consciousness will be stripped from the Earth over a period of decades. Because Gaia has processed her karma, she no longer needs that lower consciousness living on her surface - I explain in the book how it will be stripped from the Earth and broken up.

So what about we that are waking up and evolving?

This planetary shift will be like a 'rolling wave'; it will constantly break down the old fear-based reality in waves. The powers-that-be will keep plugging the dyke with their 'New World Order', but it will keep becoming unstable again. Over time, it will be a continual breaking down process. That said, the system still owns all the resources, and as long as the masses continue to support the reordering system, it will continue to keep reshaping in different guises. It'll be the same system, just different veils of acceptability - like the eco-friendly band wagon many of the corporations are riding. This has a very important consequence for us to get our heads around...

Most of the awakening movement will have to accept living in the matrix for some time to come.

It means we'll also probably have to be supported by it, in most cases - not-with-standing those that go off-grid and form sustainable communities. But even with those, my observation is that many still require some interaction with the system for some resources.

So my advice is this: try not to see the system and the old consciousness as something separate from yourself - in a physical sense. Or you'll just end up fighting with your own tail!

It needs to be a steady internal transition of consciousness - 'Alchemy of Transcendence' - again, I talk about this in Divinicus Work. The old consciousness will be steadily broken down and swept from the Earth - including the old, hybridised Homo Sapiens form.

What this means is that we're going to have to accept the Matrix in our lives, whilst we're still in this form. Allow it to support you yes, in a physical way, but, make the internal transitions of consciousness - penetrate the density and the tightness; infuse your soul into all the blind spots; compromise, but don't compromise the soul. If you're watching your inner world all the time, then you'll get to know if you behave in a way that isn't aligned.

So yes, by all means, continue to work in the Matrix - but nevertheless, keep shining the light!

My heart goes out to you all

Open Ok

I am reading it and feeling like it existed here all this time for me to read it now hhhh

Recently I am learning to 'drive the machine'. So many things are going on... I feel like I am finally activated, can see all the buttons and learn how to navigate this thing I am living in. And it reflects itself on so many things, like some crazy mirror: I also learn to drive a car now, play piano (also very metaphoric), study harmony and how to operate all kinds of gear relevant to music, and I just feel totally in my place, with the research I am engaged in now (expansion of a previously restrained system in an incompressible medium... what a metaphor!) and writing and recording music, which makes me explore every little part of my being and express it through sounds, through music, through voice, both darkness and the light. And I can see how perfect and balanced they are.

Life is totally exciting and amazing. I love it! I love this whole experience, including the pain and discomfort of human body.

But with all these, some issues get enhanced. One of them is my relationship with humans.

I thought in past that as I will open, grow and evolve, it will bring me closer to them. I was always looking for this bridge, for some way to connect, communicate... To my disappointment (which I deserve), as I evolve, I feel more and more distant from them, and, funnily, while recognizing how similar we are. How I have everything they have. Everything I see in them - I have it all.

So how come it doesn't make me more compassionate, more connected? How come that my realization of my own dark nature and theirs doesn't make me feel more connected, more understanding?

I often feel like I see people stripped. I see the mechanisms, I see the automatic loops at work, and I just don't even try to be polite or nice or anything. I just put it out into space. I sometimes feel like I have become mmmm 'evil' in my total lack of interest. So predictable, so empty. I often find myself turn around and leave without saying anything, leaving people with mouth open.

And I am looking at it, and work hard to see if this is right. What is going on?

It feels like I am spread to two extremes: one is searching for this diplomatic frequency, looking to connect, and the other is turning its back on them, on everything, feeling like just leaving them to keep playing their silly games (including war) and eating each other. I feel fed up and done with this specie. I feel don't belong, I feel we speak different languages, but at the same time I feel we're so alike.

And then there is sadness and some idiotic idea that maybe things might be different, maybe a miracle could happen and everything would change.

I am holding all these pieces, and waiting for the resolution. What will arise out of all this mess?

Often I see where things go. Not this time. I just don't know what this exploration will lead me to.

But one thing I am observing consistently: looks like humans don't understand 'good'... just like animals. Part of the learning process is suffering and pain, confusion and great discomfort, which they experience both when new, unfamiliar boundaries are introduced, or, when old boundaries, rules, expectations or perceptions are broken.

And I find myself, over the last two years, gaining strength to watch myself causing them suffering and pain, and being strong enough and patient enough, to allow it to happen, and then watch them unravel out of this discomfort and pain.

And one of the spikes are that I might be still unhappy with this effect I am having on people, and, maybe, this is why I prefer to hide from them rather than face and connect to them.

Maybe, it is my weakness, fear and a great sense of discomfort I am experiencing when stirring all these rotten pots, including myself, that push me to reject and avoid them. Maybe this is what makes me be harsh towards them recently... What's the point to pretend and try to soften and make it look more nicely? They don't get it the nice way. But when you spit in their faces, or hit them with an axe right on their head, oh, they do get it, very fast, on the spot. Suddenly the blindness is over, smart-ass debates are over. They just stand there, eyes open, shocked, and innocent again, at least for some moments.

So I don't know. I really don't know what and how I am meant to be, diplomatic, or cruel... But I am ready to accept both, even if not feeling so happy about it.

Thanks a lot Open,
yes it is a challenging time and i really want to get rid of this matrix!!! I have enough of that and by observing this, the mechanism, the manipulation, everything made to control the mass. Poah, and than, to stay in it, sometimes, no, the most of time, i am not able to, because it makes me angry, sad, aghast and often shocked. I am studying social work in Germany and i am in a very big resistance about... not with the others students, but with the learning content. I know that i won´t be able to work in this job or in one of these jobs. From now on i am more and more able to "understand" this system, it is like a puzzle and for me it is unbearable, especially the field about the german law and the implementation of that. "To have right, is not to get right!" Puuuh everything seems to be totally reversed and i have to be careful not to go permanent in resistance or stay in an inner fight. I am so thankful about your words, and looking forward to the divinicus book, hoping it will arrive in a few days. Ok, so on, continue in this theater by opening my mind and my heart, my soul, but.... it seems to be a really big lunacy there in the outside, Really! In the inside there is an idea and sometimes also a feeling of peace, but, a friend said to me: "Be careful and awake, and don´t do sugar on the shit!" Exactly, that is the point... currently i am barely able to go to school and follow my studying because of this resistance in me... what shall i do? Acceptance, hm, yes, no, yes, no... in this sense, thanks to all of you, with love
Melanie

I love this article - it speaks right to where I am working right now...in fact it feels like the ray that is most commonly apparent for me. I had a dream a few days ago that really stuck with me of a bridge and I am holding onto these two cables and climbing up and over ...people are falling off every which way and I just keep on going. I reach a point where there is a knot in the cables and a man in front of me so I can't keep going, I have to work with this knot and be patient with this man in front of me, who is also going over the bridge, but with less awareness - he could go either way, stay on or fall off because he's not really aware that he is on a bridge at all. I am aware at that time of the song "Rainbow Connection" (by Kermit the Frog =)). This article and that dream speak volumes to me on what I am working with - this bridge and attuning to the full spectrum of the soul ray frequencies (the rainbow connection). Presently, I am being asked within my relationship to lighten up a bit, to not keep driving through...I have had a tendency within the relationship to keep probing deeper into what is real for my partnern (and for me), what this or that in his life feels like for him, what it is showing him etc and he is clearly stating that he is not sure if this path is for him or not...sometimes he just wants to believe the matrix is all there is and he doesn't want to "be invited into his feelings" as he puts it =). I feel for now I am working with a greater degree of sensitivity to what someone is open to...still penetrating through but also holding more space for them to be just how they are right now and still find a way to express authentically as well. I am seeing that I can come across as very intense and serious, looking at and feeling for the deeper meaning all the time and at times have a hard time engaging with others on the surface or even allowing a lighter sense of joy to inspire a more playful aspect of my beingness. It also seems that I just keep getting lesson over and over that I don't need to say everything that I hear or see happening for someone,(and might I add that it's as much for me to see something about myself and how I am being). I can contain that and engage where that person is inviting moment to moment - seeing what is for me and not needing to explore it with the person. Thank you for bringing this awesome article up today - it's incredibly illuminating for me!!! WIth love, Jen

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I reached for this article and exchange this morning because of the battle that is going on within me...separation and unity....at a reoccuring level, the opposite of ''sweet spot in my life'' that manifests as ''the weak spot in my life''. At times I sense the negative energies ascerbating the vulnerability. The ego wants an outcome...a specific outcome...more than ''wants'', thinks it NEEDS...all off, I know, but the battle rages. I know enough from the Florida retreat to surrender into it, but I seem to drag the baggage with me. This morning it was particularly heavy as i moved from sleep to awake. Is this completely within me or is it also the battle between separation consciousness and unity consciousness on the planet as well? Within and without? I feel I am separated from both, in a very dark place alone..I am no bridge, not even walking between two worlds..but rather the place,the exact point where separation wants to move outward, away from Source, and unity wants to move inward, towards Source. And it feels like a ''big bang'' physically, mentally and spiritually. In all this ongoing explosion, the soul...it seems to be there, quietly somewhere