Kyle, the crucial thing here is to recognise the path of resolution. Even if, at the moment, you feel unable to walk it.

The path is into and through the pain. There is no magic wand to take it away. When you speak of shame and guilt, yes, I can reflect these are a key trigger. However they are mind-based triggers. Whilst you resist the physical/emotional pain underneath, then these triggers will keep bouncing you out of the source of the pain. That's why you keep attracting entities and other distractions.

The healing will be to lower yourself steadily into this really hot water, feel it, and become awesomely okay in it. Then it will heal.

But you have to be willing to go there.

There tends to come a point on the journey when we realise the distractions never brought any comfort from the pain. They never solve anything. They always lead to the same outcome. When you realise this, then you're ready to truly confront the underlying pain.

Best wishes

Open 🙏