What a powerful event it was. I'm extremely grateful to be part of this work. It indeed feel like a major breakthrough that happened in the field and in my personal life. When I read the article above , I started crying for some reason. I think it was the recognition of truth - we have come here as star souls and how we are assisting in the benevolent mission.

I wrote an article in my page about my experiences with the Grey energy before and during the event. I'm sharing it here.

When I sat in meditation, all I could feel was an utter feeling of failure. My mind was streaming into my consciousness with limiting thoughts that I know are not mine: "You are not good enough; you are not worthy; you don't deserve love," and so on and so forth. Anyone who has done essential inner work and closely watched their thought patterns would undoubtedly recognize what I'm talking about. My body felt heavy, dense, and tired. There was every impetus to lie down, sleep, or do something to distract me—maybe watch a movie, eat something, drink coffee—a myriad of things we do to avoid the pain. But I persisted with the feeling. Because if there's one thing I know, it's that all pain and uncomfortable sensations are doorways to sovereign soul frequencies and expressions. All negative feelings are pathways to liberation.

I also knew something else. This is not the soul that I'm feeling. I know my natural soul frequencies. When I'm in my soul, I feel joyous, content, expressive, and fulfilled. I'm feeling the dense energies that are in the field what you could call grey energies. When we lower our vibration through addictive behaviors, dense food, and conditioned programs, we are essentially vibrating and resonating with the dense energies that are in the field. Possibly I was also connecting with the people around me who were in the same perilous situation, albeit unconsciously. After a while, these feeling sensations fade into the background of the body-mind like white noise, and we come to accept them as normal. We hardly ever notice anything wrong. Until we start to self-inquire and raise our vibration through spiritual practice.

But the question was: how do I identify with these energies? How do I resist them? What kinds of stories are built around it? As the One, all experiences can pass through us without resistance. It hooks into us because of an inner identification. What was that?

After a while, I knew that I was resisting the feeling of being a failure. I was buying into the concept of failure and how that's defined in our society. Who would naturally want to feel like that? But a natural realization flowed in from the higher dimensions.

Be a failure. It's ok.

So I allowed myself to be that without resistance. There was nothing in me that was resisting that experience anymore. I was as one with it. Paradoxically I was not identifying with it. The energies had nowhere to attach themselves anymore. I embodied it and showed it compassion. The energy spoke to them through the field - "It's okay to feel what you are feeling". The self-compassion I was feeling was felt by the grays in the field, and they were ready to pass on and join the natural flow of life.

My field became lighter at this point, and I felt the natural soul frequencies coming through once again—the feelings I recognize well and that are natural to my being—awesome self-acceptance, compassion, and contentment.

Little did I know that this was just the beginning of a more intense and powerful confrontation of Grey energy that was about to take place the next day at the Openhand gathering and Ascension exchange that I was attending.

Open began the gathering by one of his powerful sharing from the "void of presence" itself. Soon after one of the advanced facilitators in the group shared that the grey energies were with us. All of the participants were feeling this energy at this point. So often this energy slips into the background of our body and mind as we are used to medicating it with various behaviors. As the group started sharing about the energy I could feel my heart pounding. Usually, I consider this as my own feeling, but this time I was able to see it as a separate and intrusive energy. We all did the classic Openhand bow meditation together, and at the end of the meditation, I could feel the energy starting to detach and leave the group.

I started seeing visions of a stone structure exploding and emitting light and fire from within. I also saw myself running naked through the beaches of Goa! Sorry if it gives you some unwanted imagery, but I think this was how my mind wanted to interpret the freedom I experienced.

A powerful warrior and creative energy started to infuse the group at this point, which felt quite liberating and welcoming. We embodied the energy by playing and moving to some soulful music. Years of suppression, shame, and guilt were washed away by tears.

The Grey energy often feels like depression, inertia, tiredness, etc., which we usually medicate with coffee, sex, drugs, food, etc. It was clear that this energy was actually blanketing the true soul frequencies of commitment, joy, and passion so that we lead a limiting existence

But so much more possible if we are prepared to take off this limiting veil from within us. The name of the game is freedom. We are taking back our power from eons of control and suppression. We are coming home to who we really are!

Vimal