Dear Open,

I wonder, does our detachment really heal? I'm detached, I'm transcendent. But is there not a place, of heartlessness? So to speak. Where one could act in such a manner that could hurt another. As we're detached, and they're not, and they hurt. and we're not really there. Today, I witnessed that hurt. Not just the hurt they feel, through their attachment. But the hurt they feel because I was detached. And I am in agony now. There is a reciprocity that is paramount. That I lacked, I don't know if I could feel more pain than I do now. Hurting of the other in my absence from their level. I was repelled by what it all presented.

The ordinary 'drama'. We live, we die. Such lovable others, I'm so so gutted.

I don't know.